Page 61 of Untouchable Player

I laugh. “Your first blow job’s pretty good right?”

“Pretty good? Is everyone as good at that as you?”

“Don’t, you’re gonna give me a big head.”

Nate puts his hand on my chest.

“I wanna get you off, but I don’t know if I can do that as good as you do.”

“You don’t have to get me off, this is for you remember.”

He leans up on his elbow and frowns.

“No, this isn’t just about me, I want you to have a good time too.”

A good time,why does that crush me?

“I am, I like making you come. It’s hot.”

Nate runs the palm of his hand over my chest in circles, “I like makingyoucome… fuck, I can’t believe the things I say and do when I’m with you.”

“What do you mean?”

“I just mean…”

There’s a noise outside, I quickly realise it’s tires on gravel.

“I think my parents are home.”

“I’ll get dressed.”

“Wait,” Nate pushes me back down and I let him. He puts his pants and sweater back on, and I guess he doesn’t have to clean up this time, because I swallowed it. I never usually do that with guys.

“Wait here,” he says, “don’t get dressed.”

I think I hear his parents putting their key in the door and voices as Nate goes down to meet them. What’s he saying? Is he telling them I’m here?

Hiding in his room feels kind of shitty, and I lose my hard-on and want to get dressed. When the door to the attic opens, I cover myself with a sheet and Nate laughs.

“It’s okay, they can’t hear us up here and they won’t come in.”

He starts taking his sweater off and I can’t believe I’m going to stop that, but I am.

“What’s wrong, don’t you want me to…”

“No, I don’t need you to. I don’t want to do it while your parents are downstairs and we have to be quiet.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be sorry, I’m sorry I won’t be here this weekend.”

Nate shrugs, “I’ll see you when you get back right?”

“Yeah,”I really hope so.

“So like, do I have to climb out the window or…”

“No,” he laughs, “they know you’re here.”

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