Page 6 of So Special: Fanatic Love

I inwardly cringed every time he called her a bitch. “Aye, ease up on dat bitch shit. Dats my baby mama.” As soon as the words left my mouth, I closed my eyes and laughed at my damn self.What the fuck is really going on?“Look, at least she ain’t go to da blogs or no shit. Da baby ten months.”

He sat back down in his gaming chair. “Okay, you got a point. Your baby mama…” He looked at me with a smirk. “She didn’t run to the blogs so that could mean she’s not on some scandalous type of flow. All you can do is get the test then go from there.”

“I tell you one thing. My baby got Katniss fat up. I know dat pussy platinum now,” I said. She was a thick girl anyway back when we had sex. When she came to that day care, before I knew who she was, I did a double take. It wasn’t until I saw the sideprofile of her face and that girl at the front desk said her name that I realized it was her.

Zane threw his hands up. “Bro, really! You have a pending paternity test, but you’re over here talking about platinum pussy. Man, what colors were you thinking about for the nuptials? I better be the best man too.”

Later That Evening…

“Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!” Penny was loud as hell. “Fuck me just like that.”

A nigga was stressed as hell, so I had to call my lil puss friend. I needed something to get Katniss off my mind. Penny and I had been fucking off and on for some years now, but it was nothing serious. I told her from the jump that I wasn’t interested in a relationship, and she was cool. She did her thing and I did mine. I wouldn’t call her a groupie per say, but I’ve seen her out and about with other football niggas. I didn’t play the take a bitch out that’s not my girl game.

That was the quickest way that you confused a female on the terms of the relationship. I set clear boundaries and stuck to them shits. “Drop ya back. I done told and taught you dat shit a long time ago.”

“Asher, you’re so big!” she whined. Her back lifted again, annoying the hell out of me. “Your dick is in my throat.”

I rolled my eyes because we’ve been fucking for a long time at this point. She can ride this dick in her asshole like it was nothing. Well, not as good as Katniss, but yeah. “Penny, I twenty-nine years old. My dick done grow all e ga grow. E beendis size when you had start to fuck wit me and e da same size now. Stop wit da porn yellin and shit.”

I told her if she lifted her damn back again, I was off her ass. I bet all the dramatics stopped. She didn’t have to give me an ego boost. I knew what the fuck my dick did and how big I was. After a few more minutes, I felt my nut rise.

I pulled out, then said, “Aye, come catch dis!”

I always pulled out when I nutted.Well, clearly, I didn’t with Katniss fallen angel pussy. Ole nut snatcher!

Penny turned around with enthusiasm to put this dick in her mouth and catch my nut. She pushed my shit to the back of her throat with no problem. “See, dat da only time my dick in ya throat.”

After she slurped me up, she fell back in the bed.Dramatic ass.“That was so good. Damn, you have the best dick that I get.” Her head popped up. “I mean I’ve ever had.”

I shook my head as I climbed off my bed. It was silly of her to think I cared about her intentional slip of the tongue. I wasn’t an idiot. What bitch would ever sayyou have the best dick that I get? That sentence didn’t even naturally flow right without being intentional. “You good, sweetheart.”

Every once in a while she did a pulse check to see if I had developed feelings for her. Instead of her asking me, she’d do weird shit like say stupid shit to see if I would react. She would also come places with a dude that she knew I would be at. I assumed she wanted to see if I got jealous. She fucked with two of my teammates at one time and I didn’t give a remnant of a fuck. They didn’t know me and Penny fucked around because again, I don’t treat these females if they’re not my lil one.

“Go ahead and take a shower, get dressed, or whatever you need to do so you can head out,” I told her. I was ready to carry my ass to bed. I pulled open the personal fridge that was in my bedroom to grab a bottle of water. My mama raised me to be acourteous man, so I sat out one for her too. I mean, since I was all in her throat and shit according to her.

She turned to her side to face me. “I was thinking that I could spend the night. I don’t have to be at the office until ten tomorrow.” She had her legs open so I could see her lil coochie and all. Poor lil Tink Tink.

“Why would you think that?” I asked with my lip turned up. “When have I let you spend the night? No disrespect, but you should be grateful that you can come to the crib now.”

She was tripping in her boldness tonight. First it was two in the morning. She got here at eleven last night. What does that mean? Her ass spent the night! She better stop playing with me.

The disappointment etched on her face confused me. “I know, but I was thinking maybe we could explore something a little deeper. We’ve been dealing—”

“Nope, we not even ga do dis right-cha.” I stopped her cold in the middle of her sentence. “From day one I told you dis was nothin but dick meeting pussy, mout, and ass. You agreed to dat shit and I got da text to prove em,” I told her.

I stood there, running through my memory, sifting out if I ever did anything that would make her think I wanted something deeper. Me and this girl have never been out anywhere in public. I called her or she called me if we wanted to fuck. We don’t have casual conversation or anything. The only reason I know that her last name is Pages is because she answered her business phone in front of me using her last name. Hell, when we first started fucking, I called herPbecause I couldn’t remember her name, but knew it started with aP.I knew I should have never let her start coming to my place.

She sat up on her hindlegs. “Asher, I know that, but it’s been years that we’ve been dealing with each other like I was saying.” Her eyes slit. “Tell me you don’t feel a connection.”

I gave her a blank stare. She couldn’t be serious right now. “Penny, da only connection we got is my dick to your pussy, mout, and ass. Dat it, dat all. You trippin, fa real. I ain’t neva did shit da said,let’s be or stay together.My name Asher Kane Wilson, not Marvin fuckin Gaye.”

She gave a heavy sigh like I just killed her puppy. “I don’t need to use your shower. I’ll go ahead and get out of your way.” She climbed off the bed. “I’m sorry for bothering you.”

I didn’t bother to respond as I stripped my sheets to wash and took off my mattress protector to throw away. She could go somewhere with all of that okey doke shit. By the time I put on shorts, came back from the trash and the laundry room, she was dressed. Like the gentleman I was, I walked her to the door. Before I opened it, I pivoted on my heel to face her. “Aye, I think I good on dis lil situation we got right here.”

Her ass looked like she was about to have a panic attack. Her head knocked back and forth. She waved her hand like them boys did when they were doing that dance and dropped to the floor with their leg all bent up. “No, no! I don’t want that. Forget what I said about exploring something deeper.”

“Nah, dat ain’t some shit I ca forget. It would be irresponsible of me to keep fuckin withcha knowin’ how you feel. I ain’t dat nigga. I wish you and ya pussy well doe, for real.” I was a man who primarily paid attention to red flags and didn’t ignore them.

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