Page 47 of So Special: Fanatic Love

Dammit! He found me out!“Yes! Yes, I do!”

My back was against the wall. He stroked into me, and I rode like my life depended on it. This wasn’t a fuck. This felt like he was trying to stroke my soul.

“Wha-what are you doing to me?”

See, for years I just fucked off with men sparingly because, I never wanted to fall in love with the dick. When you fall in love with the dick, then next thing that comes is the heart or the insanity. Sometimes both come after it. Now if the man was a good man, you would be alright, maybe. At most, you would be territorial. Now, if he was a fuck boy like my last relationship, that insanity would hit harder than ever. I couldn’t risk insanity.

His lips crashed onto mine. My lips parted to let his tongue slither into my mouth. His tongue tasted great. Zane had this thing with lemon candies. He always had one in his mouth. When Suga Melon’s muscles pulsated around his dick, he hissed.

“Suga Melon got my dick in a chokehold. I got her falling in love wit’ me. You gonna fall in love with me like she is, Daisy? I’m gonna make both of you fall in love wit’ me.”

We’d been officially together less than six hours but here he was declaring that it was his intent to make me fall in love with him. “Fuck! Make me fall in love!”

Those had to be trigger words because this man fucked me every which way but loose. My smartwatch asked me if I was working the hell out. By the time we were done, we had less than an hour to get ready for dinner.

The restaurantthat we opted to go to must have been very popular. I felt like they closed it down and it was only for the professional football players and their guests. Thank God, the restaurant was massive. It had a laidback vibe, which I appreciated, because I didn’t feel like the entire dress-up thing after being fucked like a porn star.

There was a live band to set the vibe and the table that we sat at had three small couches that gave the impression that it was meant for couples. My body leaned against Zane who had his hand on my bare thigh. Asher and Katniss sat on their own couch. Tiara and a little boo that she was entertaining sat on the next one.

“Johnny boy, where’d you say you were from again?”

My man was rude as hell.My man, my man, my man.That man introduced himself as Johnathan. Here he and Asher went calling this man Johnny boy like it was alright.

Tiara looked annoyed but said nothing. She knew that this was a rite of passage for any man that had an interest in being with her. If they couldn’t handle her family, then they couldn’t handle her.

Johnathan’s chest rose and fell slowly.Oh, he’s getting vexed.“I’m from Tallahassee, Florida, Zaney boy.”

Ah shit!I didn’t want to see the tightness of Zane’s face that I could guarantee was there. From the silence around the table alone, I knew the shock was real.

Asher leaned forward. “Oh shit! Lemme fin out you not a whole bitch outcha. Zane, what dem young churn be ta say? Type shit! Type shit!”

“No bitch in me,” Johnathan responded.

The pride that was shown on Tiara’s face was cute. When he sat back, wrapped his arm around Tiara, then pulled her to him and kissed her forehead, I knew that I officially liked him. Iwanted to give the men some time to talk without the ears of the women.

“Let’s go to the bathroom, ladies.”

We each kissed our men before we headed to the bathroom. The restaurant was so big, they needed two damn bathrooms. One on each side of it.

“Girl, Johnathan is fine, and I see just as petty as Zane and Asher. Where did you meet him?” Katniss asked as soon as we got into the bathroom.

Tiara’s cheeks rose and turned a shade lighter. “I braid his sista hair. They jus moved to Charlotte, and she follows me on social media. She young, so he dropped her off fa her appointment, but came in afta to pay. A few days lata he came back and asked me on a date.”

“Tell the truth. You gave that man the coochie already?” I had to know.

She giggled. “We’ve been mixin since Ashan been two months old. I had to make sure he been legit before I bring em around. To answer your question, though, dat man been had da coochie.”

We all rejoiced. You would have thought she just told us that she got a promotion or she won a million dollars. My relationship was new with Zane although the dick wasn’t, but feeling like I found my person was a great feeling. I wanted to fight it like I was Claressa Shields. Clearly, I was beat like hell.

We primped ourselves in the mirror for a few minutes before opening the door to leave the bathroom. I was the first to step out. When I did, I jumped back. “What the fuck!”

Mason was leaned against the wall with his arms across his broad chest. “I noticed you across the restaurant earlier. I decided to come say hello.”

There was no way this guy was serious right now. Was he stupid or dumb? Katniss stayed by my side. From my side view,I saw Tiara slide off. I was sure that she was on her way to get Asher and Zane.

“Mason, you can’t be near me. There is an order of protection against you. What… Are you dumb?”

He waved me off as if I said nothing. “That shit is only valid in Charlotte.”

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