Page 55 of Choose You

And he does. He holds my hands tight while he licks and sucks and fucks me with his tongue. It’s intense and hot, and when I come, my entire body arches off the counter and a string of unintelligible words and curses escape my lips.

His mouth remains on me until my orgasm subsides, and my body begins to still. Only then does he release my clit and kiss his way up my stomach. “Oh, my God, Matt. That was …fuck.”

He chuckles as he lightly kisses and nips at my skin, slowly moving up my chest until he reaches my neck. “And we’re only getting started, baby.” He presses his hard cock against my center and groans. Even through his jeans, I can feel how hard and excited he is for me. “I need to be inside you.”

“Yes.” I buck my hips up in response.

“Let’s take this upstairs. I don’t have a condom on me.” He reaches for my hands, and I shake my head.

“No, I want you. Just you. Nothing between us.” He freezes, his eyes widening.

“What are you saying?” He loops his hand around my neck and lifts me up for a kiss.

I cup his cheeks and hold him, so our eyes are level with each other. “I’m still on birth control to keep me regular. I want to feel you inside me. Just you.”

“Fuck, Jess. You’re going to be the death of me.” He kisses me hard, plunging his tongue deep inside my mouth. This man takes my breath away, and it feels so fucking good.

I make quick work of undoing his jeans and starting the process of shoving them down his hips. He releases me and I moan at the absence of his body, his heat.

“Don’t worry, baby. This will only take a second.” He strips his jeans and boxers off quickly. When I look up and see his hard cock bounce against his stomach, I gasp. I’d been with him so many times when we were young, and yet I don’t remember him being that thick and long.

I reach for him, needing to feel his silky, hard cock in my hand. When my hand wraps around him, he growls like a bear ready for the hunt. “Fuck, baby. I hope you’re ready for me.”

“Yes, past ready.” My gaze travels over his entire body. Every muscle is tight and hard. He’s stronger and more defined than he was when we were young. He’s all man now and my body aches to know him again, to learn how his lovemaking has matured. I tighten my hand around his cock and give it a tug.

He digs his hands into my hips and pulls me closer to him. I release him and lay back on the counter. His tip immediately finds my entrance like it’s a homing device and I’m its target. His tip nudges my entrance, but he doesn’t push inside me. “I hope you’re ready for this. I’m gonna fuck you hard. No mercy.”

“Oh God, plea—” My words are cut off when he slams fully inside me. All the air is pushed out of my chest like I’ve been sucker-punched. I pull in a sharp breath, and his eyes narrow on me as if asking if I’m okay. I nod and he slowly pulls out which equally steals my breath. He moves in and out of me in slow languid motions, each one more tortuous than the one before.

Then he slams inside me again and takes my mouth with his, consuming my cries of pleasure. He fills me so completely, every inch of my body feels him, aches for him, needs only him.

He moves again, slowly at first, but then he picks up the pace. “Fuck, you feel so good. I’m trying to go slow, but I really don’t want to.”

“Then don’t.” I whisper against his neck. Apparently, that’s all the encouragement he needs because he pushes up to a standing position, pulling out of me. I moan at the loss of his body and cock burieddeep inside me. He tugs me back to the edge of the counter and slowly pushes inside me.

“Reach your arms above you and grab hold of the edge of the counter.” I do as I’m told. As soon as I have a good grip, his hands dig into my hips, and he thrusts hard inside me. He shows me no mercy, just like he promised. His powerful thrusts are like flames scorching my body in pleasure and pain. He’s relentless and my body answers him in agonizing trembles of pleasure.

My body tightens around him and my release builds. He lets out a muddled curse, and his thrusts grow more frantic. Unbridled. I’m so close, but so is he. I can feel his cock harden more and more with each forceful plunge inside me.

“Come for me, baby. Now.” He presses his thumb against my clit as he pounds into me. My body obeys his command, and I come undone. He doesn’t last two more thrusts before he’s coming with me. Our bodies are completely in sync, and for the first time in years I feel whole again.

I feel whole again.

My emotions are in overdrive and take control of me once again. Tears sting my eyes, and a sob escapes me before I grab hold of it and swallow it deep inside me.

Matthew scoops me into his arms and cradles me against his chest. “Did I hurt you?”

I shake my head and take a deep breath before I look up at him. “It’s just, I’ve missed youso much.”

“I know, baby.” He holds his gaze on mine as he kisses me lightly. “I’ve missed you, too. More than you can possibly know.”

He picks me up as if I weigh nothing. With one arm under my ass and the other wrapped around my shoulders, he heads for the stairs. I cling to his neck, unsure how he’s holding onto me considering how sweaty and spent we both are, but he doesn’t waver once.

He heads toward his room and gently lays me on the bed. Pulling me flush against him, he cups my face and stares down at me with so much intensity it takes my breath away. “I know we still have a lot to work through. But I need you to understand, I will do whatever it takes to prove to you that I am worthy of you and your love. I love you. Always yours. Always mine.”

I nod because words escape me. He gently kisses me and rolls me over on my back. He nudges my legs open and settles between me. I let out a soft moan when I feel his excitement pressed against my thigh. I can’t believe he’s already hard for me again.

“Now that I’ve fucked you hard, I’m going to make love to you. Slow and easy. Okay?”

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