As we ate, I couldn't help but glance at Blake. He was too engrossed by his niece's tales to acknowledge me, or at least he pretended to be. The tension of what was left unsaid was palpable in the air. By the time Emilia was in bed, I was ready to explode with the need to confront Blake about what happened last night.
Blake had finished cleaning up and started the dishwasher when I walked back into the kitchen. I knew he heard me come in, but he kept pretending that he needed to wipe down the gleaming countertop. He was avoiding me, I knew it. While I was afraid of poking the beast, I had to know the truth.
"Do you find me repulsive?" Last night was one of the best moments of my life, but if it meant that I had ruined the blossoming friendship between us and the bond I had with Emilia, then I wished it hadn't happened at all. "We can pretend none of it happened and let everything go back to normal. I don't want this to impact my relationship with Emilia. The last thing that child needs in her life is instability."
Blake's head snapped up, his eyes searching mine. "You're many things, Lacey, but the last thing I would've pegged you for is a fool."
I opened my mouth, but before I could protest, he sighed deeply and continued. "You're right that we should pretend nothing happened and go back to normal after this trip."
My heart shattered as he spoke. Swallowing the lump in my throat, I blinked away the moisture in my eyes. I was damned if I was going to let him see how much his words hurt.
"Because you have utterly ruined me, Lacey Conway. When I am with you, it's like nothing else in the world exists. The power you have over me scares me to the core." He closed the distance between us in two strides. Cupping my cheeks in his hands, he held my gaze. "You make me lose control, and I fucking hate it. But I love you."
I didn't know it was possible to fly from the depths of despair to the heights of euphoria in a single moment. My head felt like I was drunk as I processed what he was telling me.
"I love you too, Blake," I whispered.
Electricity sizzled between us. Looming over me, his copper eyes flashed darkly. I could feel the heat rising from his body.
"I need you to be sure because I will have all of you. Once I make you mine, there is no turning back."
"Please, make me yours."
In one swift motion, he swung me up in his arms and carried me to his room where he tossed me onto the bed. With movements faster than I could follow, he made quick work of tugging off my clothes. I tried to help him undress, but he batted my clumsy hands away with impatience.
Towering over me, I was acutely aware of our size difference. He was a giant who could break me with a single hand. I was completely at his mercy. Soon he was upon me, wrapping my hair in his hand as he held me in place. Hungrily, I returned his kiss. While he kept me pinned as he devoured my mouth, his other hand explored my body with a possessive touch. Cupping and kneading my breast, he teased my nipples with his thumb until they stood tight and hard for his touch.
Suddenly, he broke our kiss, leaving me bereft and cold. Before I could react, he dropped to his knees and gripping my thighs, he tugged me until my butt was on the edge of the bed and my legs slung over his shoulders.
My hips jolted up at the first touch of his tongue on my clit. Blake let out a warning growl that buzzed through my womb. His fingers tightened around my thighs until I was sure he was going to leave five bruises on each side. Without mercy, he worried my clit with his tongue with firm and insistent swipes.
I cried out, unable to do anything but succumb to the pleasure he wrung out of my body. My hands gripped his hair, pulling him closer to my core. Deeper. More. I wanted all of him inside of me. As if he heard my unspoken wish, he plunged three fingers into my channel, stretching me to my limits as he twisted his fingers and pumped them into me. If his fingers felt this big, then what was it going to feel like when he fucked me with his cock?
Blake soothed away the pain, doubling his efforts on my clit.
I arched my back, screaming and pleading for him to let me come. My hips bucked against his face, eager for more pressure on my sex.
Cruelly, he kept me teetering on the edge of completion until I was on the verge of tears. While he fucked me with one hand, he drew his other hand through the slickness dripping down my folds and nudged his thumb against my ass.
Light exploded behind my eyelids as I came. My body thrashed on the bed while I rode the waves of pleasure.
As I came back down to earth, Blake tore off his clothes. I gasped when his rock-hard cock sprung free from his pants. It was massive, thickly veined, and an angry shade of red. My sex throbbed at the sight.
Gripping both of my ankles in one hand, he tugged them until my legs were bent over my head. With my butt exposed, he gave me a series of sharp slaps, some of them landing on my bottom, while others landed with a wet squelch on my sex.
The sensations were too much and the blows stung, but it only made my core clench with pleasure. I squirmed, but he was too strong. I couldn't get away. Then, with one quick motion, he lifted my hips and plunged his swollen shaft into my slick channel.
There was a burning sensation as his thick head slipped past my outer lips, but I was so slick that he slid in without resistance. For a moment, he held me still, forcing me to stretch around his invading cock. I pulsed around him, gripping him like I was made for him. Then he pulled back and slammed in, his heavy balls slapping against my plump lips. I cried out at the jolt of pleasure and clenched my eyes shut. He stretched me to the point of splitting, piercing me to the mouth of my womb with each drive of his cock into me.
It felt so good, as he stretched the walls of my sex, spearing me until he bottomed out. There was nothing I could do but take it as he impaled me over and over again with his dick. I grew lightheaded with the pleasure soaking every last inch of my body. I clenched my muscles, squeezing his member in time with each stroke.
Faster and faster he pumped. It was impossible, but I swore I could feel him grow bigger inside of me, pulsing and swelling. I forced my heavy eyes to open and met his gaze.
He grunted as he rocked into me. "I can't pull out now. You're going to take it all, every last drop." His eyes seemed to glow with unnatural fire as he fucked me. These were the eyes of a beast consumed with the need to mate.
"Yes, give it to me," I panted. I bore down, milking him, adding to the dark decadent pain of our mating.
Blake roared before slamming into me brutally. I came instantly, convulsing as he filled my passage with his seed until it gushed out and dripped over both of us. Together we rode out our pleasure, losing control as we gave into our animalistic urges. It went on for an eternity. Eventually, I could take no more and he collapsed bonelessly on top of me.