“Mmmm, you taste very salty tonight, my love.” He runs his tongue from the hollow on my shoulder all the way up to my earlobe before taking it between his teeth and biting down a little, just to let me know he’s there.

“Maybe you need to wash me then.” I can feel my breathing start to change as his hands run up the side of my body, starting to explore, until he places them on my shoulders and turns me to face the mirror.

“I know you are having trouble seeing how beautiful you truly are, so I’m going to remind you. I don’t want you to closeyour eyes. You are going to see everything I see in that mirror and know how I feel, which I hope will be enough until you can find that love for yourself again.” He sweeps my hair off my shoulder and again kisses my neck and right down to that place just over my collarbone that drives me crazy.

“Don’t close your eyes,” he growls in my ear, and his hands start exploring over my body. Down my sides and then up my stomach until they are grasping my breasts.

“These luscious tits are the things I dream about at night. You wonder why I wake in the morning with a hard-on, well, it’s from the vision of these.” His hands now at my back, he unclasps the bikini top that he wastes no time pulling away from my skin. Both breasts fall down a little, but my nipples are dark and hard which is all from Tate. “Taking these into my mouth and trapping them between my teeth as you arch your back from the sensations it sends to your pussy.” Now he rolls my firm nipples between his thumb and finger so I can imagine having his teeth on them too.

“How does that feel?” Tate asks as he looks straight into the mirror and zeroes in on my eyes as a moan escapes my lips. I have forgotten what it feels like to be able to take our time with each other.

“Amazing…” I murmur in reply.

“I bet I can make it feel better.” One hand slides down my stomach from my breast and into my bikini bottoms. Not stopping until he’s cupping my whole pussy. “Just by touching you here I can see the glow on your skin, but for me, it’s not enough. I want to see it all. Every. Single. Inch of you.” The pressure of his hand gets harder, and I feel it on my clit. Without any thought, I rock back and forth, trying to get more friction against his hand.

“I’m not letting you go, so I want you to push down those bikini bottoms so I can see what I’ve been missing today.”Almost in a trance, I do as he asks and hook my thumbs into the sides of the bikini, letting it fall to the floor.

“Stunning.” His finger swipes from the bottom of my folds to the top and ever so slowly circles over and over my hard and craving clit.

My head falls back onto his shoulder the more he works my body. Feeling weak in the knees, I want to sit down, but I don’t want to move. This feels too good to let him stop.

“That’s it, Bella, keep watching how beautiful you look when you are on display for me. Your flushed cheeks, the sheen of sweat on your sun-kissed skin from today and not hiding behind an ounce of makeup or clothing. Just the raw, authentic you. The woman I fell in love with, married, and professed to love and cherish until the day I die.” The squeeze of the hand on my breast gets harder as he pushes two fingers inside me.

I want to be all those things he said.

I remember when I felt all the words to be true.

Tonight, I promise myself that I will do what it takes to find that place of confidence again.

“Take your hands and push my board shorts to the floor.” His voice is getting deeper and slightly more urgent. “Don’t hesitate, Bella, just do it.” Reaching behind me, roughly and not very coordinated, I manage to get his shorts to the floor.

“Good girl, now feel what just looking at you naked does to me.”

The whole time Tate is talking, he is working me into a sex-fueled frenzy.

“Please don’t stop, Tate, I need this so much. I want you to fuck me right here, on the counter.” I’m begging and not sure what to do as my body starts swaying, and the moment my hands come into contact with his cock that feels hard and huge, I moan.

“Now, God, fuck me now. Please, I need you.”

“I want you to watch me fuck you. To see me lose control the moment I slip inside you. Because your body does that to me, makes me uncontrollable in all the best ways. Buckle up, baby, because you are about to get what you asked for. But remember, the moment you stop watching is when I stop. Because tonight is about reminding you of your beauty. And one of the most sensual moments is watching you come all over my cock, knowing I did that to you.”

Tate moves off me and gently pushes me forward so he can do as he promised. The moment he thrusts inside me, so hard and fast that I can feel it all the way to my core, has me screaming out his name so loud. Such a freeing moment not to have to contain my excitement.

“Oh my God, Tate, yes!” I don’t care who hears me. Let them all know that I’m being fucked within an inch of my life and I’m loving it.

“That’s it, baby, look at your tits bouncing so we can both see them. Fuck, I wish I could taste them. Promise me I get to taste them tonight.” Now it’s him begging me, and that power makes me feel so strong.

I can feel the orgasm building and rushing through my body.

“Make me come and you can have anything you like,” I scream at him, and it’s like he knows the magic buttons on my body. Reaching around with his hand, he pushes down hard on my clit and my body explodes. The electricity zinging through my arms and all down my legs leaves a wave of goosebumps behind it.

Tate isn’t far behind me, pounding into me twice more until he comes deep inside me.

“Bellaaaaa.” His roar has shivers running over my skin at how turned on he is.

Not only can I see the bliss on my face, but it is also written all over his too.

“My beautiful, beautiful Bella. I love you more than the air I breathe. Never forget that.”