That was my favorite thing to fantasize about, actually:

Looking into her eyes when she had an orgasm.

The way she tried not to scream and failed every time –

And the way her eyes got wide and then rolled back in her head when she came.

When I wasn’t fucking her, I wasthinkingabout fucking her.

Daydreaming about her made my mouth water…

And just seeing her working in the kitchen made my dick hard.

After only two days, I stopped returning texts from my regular chicks.

I didn’t return calls.

I sure as hell didn’t meet up with any of them.

Yeah, I’d flirt with random chicks if I was out doing errands in Florence – mostly just ‘cause it felt good to see their eyes light up and know that they wanted me.

But that was all just ego. Just for fun.

When it came to sex, all I wanted was Caterina.

And I wanted her as much as possible –

As often as I could fuck her –

In as manywaysas I could fuck her.

I was completely obsessed.

Yeah, it wasn’t going to last –

Iknewit couldn’t last –

But I was going to enjoy the hell out of it while it did.

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Caterina

As time went by, things got crazier with Valentino.

We took more chances – which was thrilling, but also really scary.

I was always convinced I wasthisclose to being found out and getting fired.

But I wanted him so badly, I tookALLthe risks.

We went from fucking in the pantry at the beginning of my shift…

To him pulling me into the pantry anytime I was the only one working in the kitchen.

After lunch, it was usually slow for an hour before the evening crew came on for dinner –

And sure enough, Valentino would come calling.