I couldn’t leave the property; I couldn’t contact Cat; and I was about to lose all my freedom in just a few days.
The only thing that was even halfway comforting was Isabella.
I saw her and Ludavica often. I would run across both of them in the gardens as I paced, trying to keep my worry and hatred at bay. They were always reading, every single time.
Isabella looked up from her book with a compassionate wince. “Things pretty bad?”
“You have no idea,” I muttered.
“I’m sorry,” she said kindly.
I sat down on the bench next to her and Ludavica.
Since the whole conversation with Don Vicari aboutYour daughter doesn’t want to marry me, I noticed he’d become a lot more lax about chaperones breathing down our necks.
Or maybe it was because the wedding was just 72 hours away.
Six of one, half a dozen of the other.
“Your face is looking a lot better,” Isabella said.
“Thanks,” I mumbled.
It was nice of her to lie.
The right side of my face looked like a bad Halloween mask. The bruises had started to turn green and purple, and all the little cuts were scabbed over.
Okay… in reality, I’d looked a lot worse in years past. I’d gotten in a couple of fights when I was a teenager and come out with two black eyes. (You should’ve seen the other guys, though.)
I knew it would all eventually heal…
But I still felt like shit every time I looked in the mirror.
Cat’s going to think I’m the ugliest thing she’s ever seen.
But I knew that wasn’t true.
If anything, she would tell me I was still the hottest guy she’d ever seen. She was a sweetheart that way.
Thinking of Cat made me think of losing her –
And suddenly I felt worse than before.
Isabella misinterpreted my expression.
“Are you and my father… okay?” she asked hesitantly.
“No.”
“…oh.”
I thought about telling her what her father had said about her –
I couldn’t give a shit about my daughter. She’s the means to an end to get what I want.
But what would be the point? To make Isabella as miserable as me?
She’d had Don Vicari for a father all her life. That was punishment enough.