Then she said,“Okay. I will.”
“Thanks, Alessandra.”
“Do you want to speak to Niccolo again?”
“No,” I said decisively.
“Alright… well… goodnight.”
“Goodnight.”
I hung up the call.
“Can I keep this?” I asked, already knowing the answer.
“No,” Vicari said.
“Then I’m going to go take a shower,” I announced.
I got up and limped towards the door –
When Vicari said out of nowhere, “All that talk about ‘love.’”
I turned and looked at him.
My heart was beating faster; I was afraid he’d figured it out.
“What about it?” I asked.
He looked at me for a long moment in silence…
Then said contemptuously, “That shit is what makes you weak.”
If I could have killed him right then and there, I would have.
Instead, I just gave him aFuck yousmile. “Maybe so. But I don’t care if it does.”
And I turned away and walked out of the kitchen.
After my shower, it took me hours to fall asleep. I couldn’t stop worrying.
About Massimo…
About Caterina…
And that I might never see her again.
At least she was safe.
That was more than I could say for my brother.
87
When Don Vicari summoned me the next morning to his study, I couldn’t read his expression. It was completely blank.
“It’s your brother,” he said emotionlessly as he pressed ‘Speakerphone’ on the cell.
“…hello?” I asked, terror creeping up my spine.