“How do you want to do this?” Erick asked, his lips against my neck as he started to warm me up. “Any boundaries we should know about?”
“Oh fuck…” I moaned, leaning into his touch. “N-No boundaries. I just… Ineedthis.” I reached down, running my fingers through Calum’s red hair. “I want youbothto have your way with me. And… and mate me.”
Both of them froze instantly. Calum sat up, situating himself so we were eye to eye. Erick did the same at his right shoulder. They both stared at me for a long moment, processing what I’d just said.
“Are you sure about this?” Erick asked. “That’s a really big step.”
“I’m open to it if that’s what you really want,” Calum said, taking my hand. “But I want to make sure you aren’t gonna have any regrets about this.”
I took a deep breath, emotion welling up inside me. Tears threatened at the corner of my eyes, catching me by surprise. I thought this whole exchange was going to be hot and charged, but instead I was getting misty about the entire thing.
“I… I had a mate once,” I said, the words spilling out of me before I could stop them. “We were mated in secret. And he… he abandoned me.” I shook my head, the tears flowing before I could stop them. “And I’ve sat around for a decade, too afraid to even talk to anybody for fear I might get hurt again. But the more I think about it, the more I realize that I’m only hurting myself by staying away from people. From you two.”
Erick wrapped his hand around the back of my neck and Calum leaned in closer, both of them trying to lend support in any way that they could think of.
“But you two make me so happy. Happier than I’ve been in a long time.” I sniffed hard, wiping my cheeks. “So yeah, this is a big deal and it’s a huge step, but I’m not gonna be afraid of this stuff anymore. I want to listen to my heart that’s been screaming at me since you two showed up. You are my mates, and I don’t want to waste another minute pretending you’re anything else.”
When I finally stopped speaking, a wave of exhaustion washed over me. It was as if I’d been carrying a massive weight on my shoulders for years and suddenly it was lifted. I felt lighter and more full of life than ever, but it allowed me a chance to realize how tired I was from carrying it all this time. I swayed for a moment before landing between Erick and Calum, my head resting on their shoulders as they held me tight. Tears still ran down my cheeks as pent-up emotions surged out of me, but I was smiling. It felt so good to be in their arms.
It felt like… likehome.
Erick pulled me down into the pile of blankets and pillows so he was spooning me, my head resting on his shoulder. Calum held me from the other side, their arms lying overtop one another. Instead of pushing me toward sex, they just held me. And to my surprise, it was all I needed at that moment. I was content to just be there between them, soaking in their affection.
I wasn’t sure how much time passed, only that my eyelids were growing heavy. Between the fireplace, the nest of pillows, and the beautiful men surrounding me, it was hard to stay awake. Eventually, without really meaning to, I slipped into a peaceful slumber, my heart full and warm for the first time in years.
Chapter Twenty: Sam
The moment I awoke, I was keenly aware of the hard thick cock pressed against my ass cheeks. Even in the dark and under the blankets, it was easy to know that it belonged to Calum. He felt like a damn tree branch pulsing against my skin. Erick was pressed up against me from the front and his long cock was pressed against my own. Both of them were snoozing soundly, but every now and again I felt them grind against me in their sleep, their bodies searching for more friction to feel good.
For half a second I toyed with the idea of going back to sleep. However, the moment I considered it, the thought was wiped from my mind. I hadn’t meant to fall asleep in the first place and there were two gorgeous cocks that I wanted inside me desperately. As much as I wanted to let them sleep, there was no way I could resist. Not anymore.
I figured they wouldn’t mind if I woke them up.
Reaching down under the blanket, I grabbed Calum’s cock, giving it a soft squeeze from base to tip. Just like I expected, a large bead of pre-cum oozed out of him as he groaned in his sleep. Not wanting to waste it, I positioned his thick cock between my cheeks, smearing the slick liquid over my needy hole. I shivered with pleasure as his warm cockhead brushed against my entrance, the small movement waking up the bundle of nerves.
At the same time, I ground my cock forward, against the sensitive underside of Erick’s dick pressed against me. He made a cute sort of hum in his sleep, snuggling closer. His hips rocked forward, grinding his cock even harder against mine. It only took a second or two for the pre-cum to form between us there as well, aiding the friction we sought so desperately.
Thanks to all the rubbing and stroking between us, I watched as Erick finally stirred. His eyes blinked open, bleary with sleep. However, it only took a moment for him to realize what was going on. Closing his eyes once more he reached out, grabbing one of my nipples between his thumb and forefinger and giving it a squeeze. I let out a pathetic whimper as a jolt of electricity rocketed through my body, but I couldn’t help that they were sensitive. In fact, I loved that Erick remembered to give them the attention they deserved.
My attention was pulled away from that a moment later as Calum’s hand came to rest on my hip, his fingers digging into my flesh. He ground his cock forward, pressing it tight against my hole. His lips found the back of my neck where he growled softly between kisses. I could feel the intensity in his touch. He wanted to fuck me so bad he could barely contain himself. And I didn’t want him to hold back. The faster he could slip that fat cock inside me, the better.
So, I showed him what I wanted as I pushed back against him. Thanks to my practicing over the past couple of weeks, my body relaxed, knowing exactly what needed to be done. With a stifled moan against Erick’s shoulder, I felt the head of Calum’s cock slip inside me. My ring flexed around him, the intense pleasure filling me from head to toe. It was all I could do to remain coherent and sane. But I needed more. Fuck, I needed it so goddamn bad.
“Please,” I begged softly against Erick’s clavicle. “Please…”
Calum’s teeth wrapped around my shoulder as he growled and bit down, the pain mixing with pleasure exquisitely. He didn’t require me to explain any further. He knew exactly what I needed. However, only a moment later, he paused. I glanced up to find the pair of them staring at one another.
“Let’s make this a little easier, shall we?” Erick said, the grogginess gone from his voice already.
Leaning in to give me a soft, but passionate kiss, Erick wrapped his tongue around mine as he pulled his body away from me. A moment later he had his hands on my legs as he rolled me onto my back. At the same time, Calum threw the blanket aside and pooled some of it under my head to cushion me. He stationed himself between my legs, grabbing the back of my knees and pinning them back. His cock came to rest against my hole once more, my cheeks spread wide for him in this position. Meanwhile Erick got to his knees and took his place behind my head. The moment I looked up, his beautiful long cock came to rest against my lips with a thud.
“There,” he grinned, his cock covering half my face. “I know how much you like that.”
I smiled and breathed him in deeply. My tongue flicked out, finding the sweet pre-cum collecting at his slit. I hummed happily as I licked him clean, his pheromones soaking into my skin. I didn’t even mind that his balls were resting against my forehead. In fact, I found it sort of hot.
Calum pressed his cock harder against my hole, forcing my body open. As I gasped, Erick took his chance to slip his cock into my mouth, cutting off my whimpers of delight. I heard Calum spit, feeling the warmth land at the junction where cock and ass met. Meanwhile, Erick leaned forward onto all fours, using the new angle to force his cock further down my throat. I moaned blissfully, the noise stifled by that gorgeous cock as Calum pressed himself further inside me.
The sheer volume of pleasurable sensations running through my body made it impossible to think. Within a matter of seconds, I was lost to those feelings. I’d gone from a semi-intelligent hotel owner to a babbling slut desperate for as much cock as I could get. Shivers ran through me followed by wave after wave of pleasure. Getting it from both ends made me feel dirty and used in the best way possible. Since I knew it was Erick and Calum having their way with me, I couldn’t be happier. Old memories stayed in the past where they belonged and I gave myself over to the moment, letting them stuff me from either end.