By the time the lights dim and everyone is gathered in front of the stage, I’ve reached that place of serenity in my mind I find before every performance.
Spotlights bathe me in their angelic glow as I stand in the place I was born to be. I look over the room filled with the most important people in the world to me. There was a time when I felt so utterly lost and alone, so confused and wondering what purpose I had anymore. What was even worth it.
It’s this. And it’s them.
Arun and his team, who have never stopped believing in me.
Hendrik and his family, who graciously share him with me.
Milo, my little brother and the only person from my family who I needed to be here to support me.
My bandmates minus one, who stand side by side for me, despite the differences and healing we still have to do.
And finally, my eyes find her.
Jane puts her hands to her chest, smiling the brightest smile as she watches me.
It’s her. It’s always been her.
THE END