“Fuck him. He brought this on himself,” I growled, as I climbed out of my tank top and shorts.
Clutching the bottle of Jack Daniels, I flipped on the piping hot water.
The water pelted my skin. A smile curled at the ends of my lips. I loved how the water heated my skin. Maybe that was why I slept here. Because the water lulled me to sleep. I retreated to the corner, leaned against the cold wall, and stretched my legs out. Wiggling my toes under the water, I turned up the bottle of Jack.
Images of Dad lying on the porch hit me hard.
“Why! Why!” I screamed.
My father severely fucked me up. All he had to do was let me live my life. Not try to control me and kidnap my boyfriend.
I took another swig of the brown liquor and basked in the burn swirling its way to my belly.
Maybe I could sit out for the rest of this semester and travel. No, Ryah, you only have two months left of school.
I looked through the glass shower door and thought of an old memory of dad and me that brought joy to my heart.
I wrapped my arms around mom’s waist, pushing her back a bit.
“Someone’s happy to see me.” She squeezed my tiny frame.
“I missed you.”
“It’s only been three days, Ryah.”
“Happy to be home.” I peered into her dark eyes.
Dad stepped inside, closing the door behind him. “Looking good, Melanie.”
“Thanks, Luciano.”
Mom kissed the top of my head. “Bath time.”
I turned to dad. “Are you leaving?”
“No, I’ll be here when you get out of the tub. I’ll read you a bed-time story. And I’ll drive you to school in the morning.” He winked.
“Great!” I smiled from ear-to-ear.
Tears streamed down my face.
After he read the bed-time story, he kissed my forehead and told me how much he loved me.
I wanted to hold on to that memory forever and forget what had gone on in recent weeks.
The heaviness of my eyelids took over. That was the last thing I remembered.