Chapter One
“Idon’t wantto,” Jem Davis groused.
Belle closed her eyes and put down the unopened envelope she’d received yesterday.
“Mum, we talked about this. Doc Farrell said you have to exercise. Just a little. Come for a walk with me. Jack’s getting the Mourvèdre ready for the International Wine Awards. We could swing past and talk to him on the way back.”
Jem’s face tightened in a thunderous scowl. “No.” She glanced outside. “It’s too hot. I’ll get sunburned.”
Belle resisted the urge to let out the exasperated sigh just waiting to burst from her lips. If she did, her mother would dig her heels in even further. Instead, she smiled and forced her voice into a cheerful cajole.
“Come on, it’s not even seven AM. It’s perfect out there. We’ll pop your big floppy hat on your head and you won’t notice the sun.”
Although it was true the relentless Australian sun could cook you to a crisp, lobster red, it was unlikely at this time of day. She threw a glance at the digital weather station readout on the wall. A lovely eighteen degrees.
“I said no.” Jem gripped the bottom of the dining chair beside her thighs. She pouted and let go long enough to shove at the still-half-full cup of tea on the table in front of her.
Belle surged forward, only to miss the cup by millimetres. Her heart caught as it crashed to the tiled floor, splintering into a thousand tiny shards of porcelain.
Her mother startled at the sharp sound and looked at the floor. She burst into tears at the mess of tea and broken cup.
“You broke my favourite cup! Why would you do that, Belle?”
Belle gritted her teeth. She’d learned the hard way to not react or try to tell her mother the truth. Jem wouldn’t believe her anyway. She grabbed a dishcloth and knelt to pick up the larger pieces, dumping them into her other hand, then swiped at the small slivers with the cloth. The last thing she needed was her mother stepping on one.
Belle shoved the rising frustration back where it belonged. Her mother couldn’t help it. If Belle was perfectly honest, Jem would be horrified to realise just how far she’d deteriorated in the last year. She loved her mother so much and seeing her memory disappear, almost as if daily, cut her to pieces inside.
“Belle? Can I trouble you for a cuppa? I haven’t had one yet this morning.”
Tossing the now-ruined cloth into the bin, she held her breath at her mother’s words. Her eyes stung. She blinked rapidly and gripped the edge of the ancient steel sink.
She and her brother, Jack, still lived at the family home. They both worked on the vineyard with their father, and with their erratic and sometimes long hours it simply made sense to be there. Why waste money on a rental in town and drive to work when you could just stay here and walk twenty metres?
Looking after her ailing mother also made moving out almost impossible, even if she’d wanted to. Almost all free time she had from the restaurant was spent with Jem, and when she had to work, her mother came to the restaurant with her until her father could take her back home.
The light breeze coming through the kitchen window in front of her soothed her stinging eyes. She folded and tucked the still-unopened envelope into her shorts pocket and pasted a happy smile onto her lips, one that she’d cultivated to perfection.
“Of course you can, Mum.”
*
Belle stepped intothe vat shed. She smiled when she caught her father’s eye.
“Mum resting?”
She nodded. “She fell asleep for a change.”
She smiled at Jack, precariously perched on a ladder at the side of one of the huge stainless steel vats.
“You got in late last night.” Her dad’s soft voice held no inflection and drew her attention back.
“This morning. I slept on Dante’s sofa last night.”
Her best friend lived literally over the road. They’d grown up together, spent every free waking moment in each other’s company. Not that they had much of that these days, even living so close, but they tried to get at least one movie night a week at one of their places, just to relax and de-stress.
Her father’s eyebrow rose. “Oh? You couldn’t walk the two hundred metres home?”
She shrugged and glanced at Jack. His open grin suggested he knew exactly why she’d stayed at the house over the road. She frowned in his direction then let it wash from her face when her father looked her way again.