Page 6 of My Karmic Destiny

What the actual fuck? Are they for real?

I’m not giving up on the one thing in my entire fucked up life that’s ever felt right.

Tessa ismine.

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THE UNEXPECTED

EVAN

“You fucked that up,” Kurtis admonishes me.

I turn my frustration around on him. “You didn’t exactly fucking help, asshole.” I shove his shoulders, and he takes a step back. He has a bigger build than I do, but at six feet, I’m no slouch.

Anger flashes in his eyes, but he decides not to act on it. I wish he would. I wouldn’t mind taking my frustrations out on someone, and it might as well be him.

If I hadn’t been so distracted by his well-being since Tessa joined our team, I might have had enough time and energy to pursue her. Perhaps that’s too much to put on him. I didn’t believe I could have someone—anyone.

I know there’s an attraction between me and her. I felt it during our quiet moments alone. She even showed some interest in my sexual proclivities, although I never truly confirmed my desires to her.

Kurtis thinks he had a shot with the gorgeous woman on our team… ourformerteam.

Fuck. I don’t even have a reason to be around her anymore. At least before I had the excuse of being her team leader, but I played my hand too cautiously. I thought there was no way one of us—instant karma agents—would be able to pursue anything more than a fuck buddy.

I want more than a casual affair with her. I want to possess her—entirely. I want her to kneel at my feet while I cater to her every need. Sexually and otherwise.

I suspect Tessa would be a perfect submissive brat to tame. Once she learns to trust me, I could satisfy her need for orderandpleasure.

Dante likely offers her safe, vanilla love, and she probably needs some of that now. Perhaps one day when she tires of his simple ways, she will find herself tied to my bedposts, begging for my cock.

“Dude, you okay?” Kurtis asks, his tone full of concern.

“Huh?” I shake away my musings and adjust my thickening cock. “I was just imagining having her for myself.”

“Yeah, me too,” he admits and runs a hand down the front of his sweatpants. “I swear it’s been so long since…”

“Since someone touched you?” The urge to have physical contact overwhelms me.

Kurtis’s desire is palpable. He’s a handsome man with a stunning body. And he’s my closest friend. I care deeply for him. I’m mostly into women, but I experimented before becoming an agent. Kurtis is someone I’d have taken an interest in at a sex club.

But gods, I ache to be with Tessa. Except it doesn’t look like that will ever happen. No matter how much I want her, I won’t betray Dante to get her. I won’t tempt OG Karma to send me to my death to reboot.

Now that Karma is allowing us to heal, perhaps Kurtis and I could offer each other a bit of relief. Companionship. Together, we could have the connection our souls need. I’ve felt drawn to him many times, but always shrugged it off. It wasn’t smart to start something when we worked for Instant. I feared everything would implode. But now, with Karma leading us… I could see if there actually is something between us.

First, I need to know if he’s attracted enough to be with me sexually. If he is, we’ll go from there.

I step closer, eyeing his pronounced bulge.

Kurtis gulps, and his eyes dart to my crotch. “I’m not…”

“I think that might be a lie,” I say with a soothing tone. “Luckily, you don’t have to be gay or bi to be a good boy and open your mouth.”

“But Tessa…” he whispers.

“Tessa is busy sucking Dante’s. Fuck, from what I’ve sensed from her, she might even get off at the thought of all of us together.” I brush a lock of his blond hair away from his handsome face.

His gray eyes darken, and he licks his lips. “Here? Now?”

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