Page 82 of Charming Her Monsters

I guide her hips back down, helping to take the work out of it for her. Her hungry pussy seems to be a magnet for my cock. And I place the head of my second cock in her back hole. Easing down, she gradually takes all of me.

Something in my mind snaps.

I pull back and buck up into her, fucking her from below.

“Yes,” she chants over and over as I make her ride my cocks.

No longer satisfied being underneath, I spin both of us, still inside her. She’s below me, as I pump into her… She appears so tiny like this. I don’t know if her shocked look is good or bad.

I feel like a beast ravaging her as I thrust my weight and huge double cocks into her.

Her hair is spread out like a fan behind her like a halo.

Images of Jade broken in the alleyway, and then of Marie, flicker in my mind.

But I am a beast. A monster. I don’t deserve this affection—this pleasure. I failed in the past. I failed to keep Jade safe. She almost died because of me. I wasn’t powerful enough to sense the danger or magical enough to heal her wounds.

What if I’m damaging my mate now? My love?

No. I can’t go there now.

I completely freeze into stone, mid-thrust.

“Flint?” Jade cries out. “What happened? What should I do?”

She wiggles to get away from me, but I’ve now trapped her on my cocks. The way I’m holding her shoulders so I could get leverage, brokers no room for her to escape me.

“I’m so sorry,” Jade apologizes. “I pushed you too fast.”

I want to tell her she isn’t to blame. This is all because of me and my hangups.

“I don’t know what to do.” She reaches up and strokes my frozen face.

I need to move past this, but how? Perhaps if I kept going, I’d break free. I remember it was my fear of failure… of losing her. That I’m too much of a brute.

I remember our fledgling mental connection and try to communicate.“Keep going.”

“You want me to keep going?” she asks, confused. When she senses my agreement, she says, “You are afraid of hurting me?”

I send her a mental agreement.

“Okay,” she says and cants her hips to take me deeper and then tilts away. Fucking herself on me. “Goddess, this is weirdly hot, but I want you to unfreeze at some point. Because you haven’t hurt me yet. I believe in you.”

After several more thrusts, I feel myself returning to my fluid state. Her words have worked their magic over me.

She believes in me.

I should believe in myself too… after all these years.

“That’s it, my love, come back to me,” she coos.

My love?Does she feel for me what I feel for her?

My hips regain their motion, matching her rhythm.

A strange tingling at the base of my spine grows and grows, and my thrusts increase in intensity. And then it feels as though the entire universe has broken apart and reassembled just for my pleasure.

My mouth crashes down on Jade’s and she greedily licks into my mouth, consuming and transmuting all my doubts and fears.

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