He watches as he slowly pushes himself inside me. Aiden groans, and I whimper as he slowly fills me up. The pressure is so damn good, so full as he steals the air from my lungs. “Aiden,” I moan when he’s all the way in.

“Look at you, Beta. Look at this ass swallowing my cock. So fucking needy, aren’t you? My little cock slut. You love having my dick inside you, don’t you?”

“Yes,” I breathe, my heart pounding in my ears.

He pulls back all the way before thrusting back in, and I see stars. “More. Faster. Harder. Please.” I can’t do slow. We never do slow. Why the fuck is he going slow?

I see the moment when Aiden is done playing around and punishing me for my bratty mouth. He grabs my hips tight enough to leave a bruise and starts to pound into me, just how we both love.

“Yes, fuck yes, just like that, Alpha. Fuck!” I sob out as I toss my head back.

“God, Nolan, you feel so fucking good,” he hisses, his hips slapping against my ass cheeks.

My eyes flutter closed, and I take a moment to just feel—feel the way his hands squeeze my body, how his cock feels thrusting in and out of me, and just feel the overwhelming emotion that pulses through me by being in this moment with the man I love.

We’ve been together for years; he’s one of my best friends, one of my favorite people. He and Thomas made up my entire world for so long before Violet came.

While she makes our pack complete, it doesn’t take away the fact it was just the three of us for so long. And while I’m madly in love with Violet and I want her a part of our pack for the rest of our lives, sometimes I just need some time alone with my Alphas, just as they need their time alone with Violet.

One of the things I love the most about her is her understanding of the life we already built before finding her.And how she doesn’t want to change it but enhance it. She really is fucking perfect.

And soon, I want all four of us in a moment like this, but worshiping her body.

My cock bobs between us with every thrust, pre-cum leaking onto my abs. It fucking hurts so bad, and I need to take some of the pressure away.

“Let me touch myself,” I groan as his cock brushes against my prostate, and my eyes roll back.

“No,” he growls. I’m about to resort to begging when he wraps his hand around my length. He grips it hard, giving it a firm stroke. “I’ll do it.”

My eyes fly open, and I suck in a gasp, my back arching off the bed.

“That's it,” he growls. “Take my cock, Beta. Take it good and deep,” he grunts as he continues to thrust into me at a savage pace. “Look at this cock, leaking for me. Are you going to be a good boy and cum for me?”

“Yes.” I nod. “Fuck yes.”

“I’m close, baby. I’m gonna fill this tight hole up, watch you drip with my cum.” Part of me wants to beg for his knot, but now is not the right time for that. Also, I want Violet here the next time we do that. I saw that flash of heat in her eyes when she found out I’ve taken our Alphas’ knots before.

It hasn’t been many times in all the years we’ve been together, mostly in moments of desperate need when we can’t keep our hands off each other, the want for one another so great we feel like we’d explode.

Aiden’s dirty words have me racing closer to my release.

“I love you,” I pant out, chest heaving as my eyes sting. “Thank you.” It turns into a groan as my eyes slam shut.

“Fuck,” he grunts. “I love you too. But–shit–god,” he groans. “What are you thanking me for? My cock? I know it’s good, so you're welcome.”

I chuckle, the movement making me squeeze him harder.

“For coming back to me,” I breathe out, eyes opening. “For not letting the darkness take over.”

He pauses for a moment, and I almost regret saying something. He blinks a few times, chest heaving as he tightens his hold on my cock. “I love you, Nolan. And I’m so fucking sorry I let my grief pull me down. You deserved better. I still hate myself every day for how I treated you and Thomas.”

“Don’t.” I shake my head, letting my leg fall and wrapping it around his waist. We both groan as the movement pushes him back inside me. “We lost our Omega. We all went through the pain of that in our own way. She isn’t just any Omega. She’s your fated mate. I wouldn’t ever expect you to be able to just pick yourself up and move on. All I wish was that I could have helped take the pain away, even just a little bit.”

“Fuck, baby.” He moves until he’s leaning over me, trapping me between him and the bed. His lips brush against mine. “As much as I wish you could have, I don’t think anything would have been able to help me.”

“She did,” I state, but not with anger or jealousy. I thank Violet for coming back and healing my Alphas.

“She did,” he whispers against my lips. “Are you mad?”