‘Yeah but you know I don’t like the clean up…’
‘Just fuck me Graham,’ I demanded, my thighs beginning to burn as I quickened my pace, seeking my pleasure. Hunting for it.
His fingers gripped me tight, helping me slide up and down his length with increased speed. Circling my clit, the way Leo had done, drew me closer to the edge. How long had it been since I didn’t fake it? Months?
‘Graham,’ I moaned, lust hazing my vision with each quickening thrust. In a moment of madness, I pulled his hand up and wrapped it around my throat. He stilled,and desperation made me whine. But his fingers were all wrong. There was no steadiness in them. No control. They sat limp against my skin.
‘What are you doing?’ he asked, removing his hand.
My hips still rocked, my fingers between my thighs.
‘Choke me,’ I begged.
‘What?’
‘Please?’
Graham’s face fell, and he pushed me off of him, flopping me onto the bed beside him.
‘I think we should put a pin in this, Estella. I don’t know what’s gotten into you. Butthatisn’t the sort of thing we do.’
His judgement rolled over me, pricking my eyes with hot tears.
Something warm and wet dripped onto my stomach, and I squinted up at the dark ceiling. What was it? A leak?
I waited to see if any more would come, but none did. Condensation perhaps…
With regret deep in my stomach, I rolled over and tucked the blanket tight around me.
The silence in the room sunk in around me, until eventually, I gave in to a fitful sleep.
ELEVEN
LEO
My breath clouded the wooden floorboards below me with condensation. Tiny beads that spoke of my filth.
Estella rocked on top of Graham, riding him with vigour. Trying to scratch the itch I’d planted between her legs.
I only hoped he didn’t suddenly find some balls and step up.
My lower half twisted to the side, giving room to my oscillating fist. Sweat beaded on my back despite the chill in the room. Who needed heating when Estella was near? My insides burned for her.Notice me, they begged.
Well, she’d noticed me earlier. To the tune of two knuckles sunk inside her.
She gyrated, Graham’s fingers barely even grazing her sides, like he worried that touching her might make her actually enjoy sex.
Why anyone devoted their life to a bad lay mystifiedme. To go out amongst millions of people, and pick the one who gives them the bare minimum? Fuck, no.
My balls tightened when Estella gripped Graham’s wrist, putting his fingers over her neck.Damn, Starshine got ballsy.
It was all it took for me to splatter hot cum all over the cold floor. Clearly the two of us were equally as wound up by our little rendezvous earlier.
I lay in my mess, chest heaving. Below, Estella plead for Graham to choke her, wanting him to make her feel like I had.
Graham’s face morphed from barely interested to repulsed in less than a second.
I couldn’t help but grin.