Page 77 of Dared

I was a lucky, lucky man.

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“I’ve been thinking about this all day.” I ran my hands down Leo’s back and onto his ass, earning me a shuddering breath exhaled against my throat, followed by the light scrape of teeth. Fucking hot. I had my boyfriend naked in my arms, and I was about to fuck him for the first time.

I’d bottomed for him a few more times since we’d first done it, but generally, we’d stuck to blow jobs or hand jobs or frotting against each other until we came.All of which were amazing, and even if we’d never done anything penetrative again after the first time, I would’ve been happy. I knew Leo had been apprehensive about bottoming, and I hadn’t ever pushed it, but he’d been the one to bring it up early this morning, both of us caught in that state between dreaming and awake, when nothing seemed real. With his arms wrapped tightly around me, he’d toldme in no uncertain terms that we’d made an agreement to try it each way, and it was happening—if I wanted it to happen.

Yeah, I wanted it to happen. I was really fucking nervous about messing it up, though. Now we’d done it a few times, I had more of an idea about how it might feel for him, but I wouldn’t be able to tell for sure. I’d be relying on verbal and visual cues, and I just hoped I could read him well enough to know how to make it good for him.

“I’ve been thinking about it all day, too,” Leo murmured, mouthing over my pulse point. “I want to know how it feels.” He lifted his head, meeting my gaze. “I-I’m scared, but I’m excited. I trust you.”

“I love you so fucking much.” Palming his ass, I pulled him closer, our hard cocks brushing together as he pressed against me.

“I love you. I want you so much,” he said so quietly, his cheeks flushing. I kissed each cheek, then his nose, and then his gorgeous lips. His mouth opened for me straight away, our tongues sliding together and then away, my teeth lightly scraping over his bottom lip as I fumbled for the lube one-handed and then pressed my slicked-up finger to his hole.

I kept kissing him as I eased my finger inside, and he kissed me back almost desperately, holding me so tightly as I pushed it in all the way, only breaking our kiss with a breathy “More.”

Opening him up as slowly and carefully as I could while he moaned into my skin and rolled his hips down, his hands all over me as his lips connected with mine again and again, was the biggest torture I’d ever experienced. It was as if he knew exactly what to do to drive me wild, and by the time he was ready, my cock was dripping with precum, so hard and aching.

A memory flashed through my mind. Leo, back when we were camping.

If—if we could do it now…I’d want to be underneath you so I could feel you covering me. I’d feel safe.

“Baby.” Fucking hell, my voice was so raspy. “Want to lie down?”

He blinked at me, all glassy eyes and blown pupils. “N-no. Yeah. I mean, I do, but not yet. I want to try…let’s start off like this.” Rising onto his knees, he positioned himself over my dick, and I wasted no time in lubing it up and holding it in place.

And then. Then, he was moving down, down, down, encompassing my erection with his hot body, his face screwed up in concentration as he lowered himself all the way.

“Fuck,” I gasped, a myriad of sensations overtaking me. So hot, tight, so fucking sweet, and when he rose again, riding my cock like a fucking pro despite it being his first time, I had to bite down on the inside of my mouth. The sting of pain kept me grounded, and as I snapped my hips up to meet his, I was glad for it because his breathy moan would’ve sent me over the edge otherwise. This was nothing like I’d imagined and way more than I could’ve ever imagined at the same time.

His hips came to a stuttering halt when I wrapped my hand around his cock.

“Oh. Fuck. Finn. Can we do it the other way now? Lying down?”

“Course we can.”

When I withdrew from him, my dick throbbed, and I knew that if Leo’s experience was anything like mine, he’d be feeling empty, craving to be filled again, and so I got us into position as quickly as I could. When Leo was beneath me, his hips angled upwards with a pillow propped underneath them, I pushed back inside, both of us groaning at the feeling as I re-entered him.

I covered his body with mine, relishing the feel of his warm skin, his shifting muscles, and his hard cock between us. Thrusting in and out of him, encouraged by his moans, I kissedhim, messy and uncoordinated, as his hips rose to meet mine, and we panted into each other’s mouths.

“Touch…touch yourself,” I ground out between kisses, and he got his hand down between us, his fingers rubbing against my torso as he curled them around his cock. My hips snapped forwards, and he cried out, his hand working his length as it pulsed between us, his cum hitting my abs and smearing over our skin as we moved together. When he sucked in a shuddering breath, I pulled out, stroking my cock hard and fast as I took in his fucking sexy body covered in cum, and it felt like only seconds before my cock was jerking in my grip, my release joining his, painting his skin, marking him as mine.

Mine.

Leo was mine, and I was his. How had I managed to get so fucking lucky? To find someone that fit me so perfectly when I hadn’t even been looking for them?

“Leo?”

“Mmm?” My sleepy boyfriend hummed against my chest, his body lax in my arms. It had been a long day and an even longer night, and after dragging ourselves through the routine of showering and getting ready for bed, we were ready to collapse. Both of us were on the verge of sleep, but I wanted to get the words out before we succumbed.

“Thank you.”

“For what?” He shifted closer, his thumb stroking over my side.

“For being you. For trusting me with the important things. For being so easy to fall in love with.”

“Finn. Baby,” he whispered, and the fact that he never called me by any nicknames made the moment all the more special. I swallowed around the lump in my throat as he continued, his words thick with sleep but so, so sincere. “Thank you for making my life so much better. Everything’s better with you. I love you more than I could have ever imagined loving anyone.”

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