“Cailín, there’s nothing I want more than to please you. My desire to get off is only slightly behind that.”
“So, you are punishing yourself.”
“Perhaps, but I don’t see it that way. I see it as anticipation will make our intimacy even stronger.”
At that, she smiles. It’s a soft one. It’s not a grin. It’s gentler than that. Even without seeing her eyes, it lights up her face, and it makes her even more beautiful than she already is to me. I feel a pinch in my chest I haven’t felt in a long time. Not since I gave up dating in college. My life isn’t conducive to relationships. I haven’t dated anybody seriously since my freshman year. Sometimes I miss the companionship of having a girlfriend.
However, the danger it brings to a woman I know I won’t make a life with long-term isn’t worth the risk to her. That’s part of why getting into D/s relationships works so well for me.
I ignore the emotions threatening to push to the surface. The warmth that spreads through my chest is even more troublesome than the jealousy I’ve felt since meeting Joey.
I blow cool air over her nipple before releasing the other one from its clamp, only to give it the same treatment as I did the first one. Relieving some of the ache after the pinch, but not enough to satisfy her. Only enough to keep her ready to beg again. Her chin drops as though she would look down to see what I’m doing, but with the blindfold in place, she still doesn’t know what’ll come next.
I know I’m going to push her beyond her limits if I continue teasing her for too much longer. I want to exert dominance, but I don’t want to make her miserable. There’s often a fine line between the two, and if I break her trust again, I doubt there’s any coming back from it. I can’t afford that when things are still so very new.
I rise and slip the blindfold off her head. She blinks several times before she focuses on me. She remains quiet, waiting for my instructions, which is exactly what I expect. It’s clear she has experience as a sub, so it reassures me nothing I did tonight would be too unusual. She handled it all very well.
“I’m proud of you, little one. You took everything I gave you, and the sounds you make when you beg are music to my ears. The only thing that would sound better is knowing I’m making you come, my cock deep inside you.”
“Yes, please, sir.”
She asks so nicely. I can’t help but be ready to indulge us both. I release her arms and help move them around, rubbing her shoulders and upper arms now that they’re in a different position than they were. I don’t want her sore.
There are different types of soreness. Her pussy feeling well-used and aching for more is one thing, but not being able to move her arms over her shoulders is another. I release herankles as well, rubbing around them to make sure the cuffs didn’t chafe. Once again, I wrap my arm around her waist and gather her dress, taking her over to a loveseat where I pull her onto my lap.
She curls into me as her eyelids slide shut, her breathing still heavier than usual. I press her legs apart and ease three fingers into her pussy.
“Are you ready to come,cailín?”
“So ready. I’ve been ready since I saw you outside.”
“What makes you think I should let you come now?”
“Because I might combust on the spot if you don’t.”
She infuses humor into her voice, and I kiss her temple. It’s yet another example of unprecedented affection. I like it. I want more of it, which is exactly the opposite of how I should feel. It’s the opposite to what she’s agreed to. She might want to be my sub, but that doesn’t mean she wants to be involved romantically with a mobster. I need to set those thoughts aside and just take this for what it is and appreciate what she offers.
I stroke the inside of her pussy as my thumb rubs slow, deep circles on her clit.
“Look at me, little one.”
Her eyes open as she turns to gaze at me.
“You are so incredibly beautiful. You take my breath away.”
I bring my lips to hers, brushing them together before I press mine to hers and deepen the kiss. She opens to me immediately, and our tongues duel before she sucks lightly on mine. My thumb rubs more insistently on her clit as my cock demands relief, but I won’t move us to the next spot until I’ve gotten her off here. We continue to kiss as she squirms on my lap, her arse rubbing against my cock. If I don’t get her off soon, she’s going to make me come in my pants. There’s only so much that I can withstand. She pulls away.
“Sir, may I come?”
“Yes, little one. Come in five…four…three…two. Come for me, little girl.”
Her body tenses, and her back arches. Her thighs trap my hand between them. Even though the light’s not bright, I can see the flush that builds from the top of her tits, up to her neck, and into her cheeks. She’s magnificent. Her body is so responsive to mine. Anything I do, she’s been willing to try with an open mind.
“Sir, that was amazing. I—I—thank you.”
She laughs, unsure what else to say, and I’m happy with her gratitude. I need nothing else from her.
“Can you stand,cailín?”