I move her as fast and hard as I can. She whimpers with need.
“More, sir.”
She begs, and I love it. It feeds my hunger to dominate her. Give her what she needs when I know she needs it. To show her what we shared last night wasn’t a fluke. There was something there worth exploring again.
“Come for me,cailín. I know you’re close. Your nipples are so tight. If I had a condom, I’d be inside you. You’d be fucking my cock instead of my leg. Mmm. You want my cock again, don’t you?”
“So much, sir. Fuck, Cormac, I’m close.”
Her gaze meets mine, and she used my name on purpose. I pinch her nipple as hard as I dare while I land three jarring spanks. Her head falls forward to my chest as she shudders.
“That’s my good girl. Such a good girl coming for me.”
I pull her tight against me, so there’s no space between us. I pry her hands from my now rumpled shirt and pin them behind her back with one of mine. With the other I stroke her back.
“I love feeling you come,cailín. I love knowing I give you pleasure. I want to keep doing that. You deserve someone to take care of you. Who understands what you need and always tries to give you that. You deserve someone who trusts you and listens to you. You deserve someone who’ll stand beside you most of the time and in front of you when you need it. I didn’t give you that last night, and I’m sorry.”
She kisses along my neck, over my jaw, then up until she reaches my mouth as I bend over farther, and she stands on her toes.
“May I kiss you, sir?”
“Yes.”
I don’t know what to expect from this, but it’s languid. She doesn’t rush us, instead drawing it out. It feels as possessive as my more aggressive ones. She gazes into my eyes when she pulls away.
“What Pablo said was messed up, and he did it on purpose. I didn’t appreciate what you said, and it pissed me off. You understand my needs and try to fulfill them. You’ve stood beside and in front of me every time we’ve been around each other. I want us to build that trust if you’ll listen to me. I didn’t realize my phone died until I got in the car this morning. It was only at five percent when I got to the neighborhood, so I turned it on but didn’t check anything. It wasn’t until we got to our cars that I read your text. It’s why I didn’t pull out right away. I was forcing myself not to get out of my car and go to you. I couldn’tcome up with what I wanted to say and didn’t want to reply with something stupid.”
“What do you want, Joey?”
“What you said earlier. You said I was yours. I want that.”
“You want to be my sub?”
“Yes. Contract and everything. I want to play like we did last night, and I want to submit again like I just did. If we run into each other, then we’re equals in front of others. When we’re alone or at a club, I’m your sub.”
“Do you want a weeknight and most of the weekend?”
“Yes. I get you might have stuff that comes up, but I usually know any plans I’m making with a few days to spare.”
“Do you want me to call and check on you throughout the week?”
This makes her blush. She nods.
“Answer me, little one.”
“Yes, sir. That would be really nice.”
“Did you think I wouldn’t offer or that I wouldn’t want to?”
“I wasn’t sure.”
“Give us a month of getting used to each other. If you still want a contract in four weeks, I’ll give you one, Joey.”
“When can we start?”
“Tonight. I’m going to assign you a security detail, and when you argue, I’m going to punish that delectable derriere of yours.”
Chapter Thirteen