She gasped and put her hand to her throat. “Eduardo!”
His eyebrows levered up. “Don’t you know what I’m talking about, or are you as green as you look?”
“You shouldn’t speak of such things to me!”
“Why not? You’re twenty.” His eyes narrowed. “Haven’t you ever felt the fires burn inside you with a man? Haven’t you ever wanted to know what happens in the dark between a man and a woman?”
“No!”
He smiled mockingly. “Then your father is truly hoping for a miracle if he means to wed you to European nobility. You will be expected to do your duty, of course. A man needs a son to inherit the title. Or didn’t that thought occur?”
“I can’t... I won’t...have a child!” she said, shaken.
“Then what use are you to a titled nobleman?”
“As much use as I am to my father,” she agreed. “Absolutely none. But he won’t stop matchmaking.”
“Won’t he?” His eyes averted to the horizon thoughtfully. “Perhaps he will, after all.”
“Don’t tell me—you’ve come up with a way to save me!”
He chuckled. “I might have, at that.” He studied her curiously. “But you might think you’ve given up the frying pan for the fire.”
“How so?”
He put a hand on her thigh and watched her squirm and struggle to remove it.
“I want you,” he said curtly. “An alliance between us could solve my problems and your own.”
She colored. “You...want...me?”
“Yes.” He caught her gloved hand in his and held it tightly. “You knew it that day in the conservatory when we stared at each other so blatantly. You know it now. Perhaps it’s a less than honorable reason for two people to marry—that you need saving from a cold marriage and I need saving from bankruptcy. But in my house, Bernadette, at least you’d be independent.”
“And you would save your inheritance.” She eyed him curiously. “You know that I’m the bookkeeper for our ranch, don’t you, and that I can budget to the bone?”
He smiled slowly. “Maria sings your praises constantly. And even your father has to admit that you manage his affairs admirably.” His black eyes narrowed. “Your quick mind with figures would be an asset to me as well, Bernadette. And the fact that I find you desirable is a bonus.”
She watched him with renewed interest. “You didn’t have to ask me this way,” she said, thinking out loud. “You could have courted me and pretended to be in love with me to get me to marry you, and I’d never have known the difference.”
“Yes, I could have,” he agreed at once. “But I’d have known the difference. That’s a low, vile thing for any man to do, even to save his livelihood.” He let go of her hand. “I offer you an alliance of friends and a slaking of passions, when,” he added wickedly, “you have the courage to invite me into your bed. There are advantages and disadvantages. Weigh them carefully and let me know what you decide. But decide soon,” he added intently. “There isn’t much time.”
“I promise you, I’ll think about it,” she said, trying to suppress her delight.
He nodded. He smiled at her. “It might not be so bad,” he mused. “I have a way with women, and you need someone to make you take care of yourself, as well as independence from your father. It could be a good marriage.”
“I’d still be a bargain bride,” she pointed out, despite her embarrassment at his bluntness.
“With a Spanish master,” he murmured, and grinned. “But I promise to be patient.”
She colored again. “You wicked man!”
“One day,” he told her after he’d mounted his own horse, laughing softly, “you may be glad of that.Adiós,Bernadette!”
CHAPTER FOUR
BERNADETTEWASOVERTHEMOONabout Eduardo’s incredible proposition, but now she had to find a way to implement it. Her father wasn’t even considering Eduardo anymore.
He still wanted a European nobleman for Bernadette, and he wasn’t going to quit until he had one. She gave up worrying about it and concentrated on finding ways and means to marry herself to the man she loved—although he’d admitted that he didn’t love her. Surely she loved him enough for both of them.