Page 118 of On the Double

“That’s because you’re fucking with my head. I don’t know which way is up when I’m with you. I want to fuck you and kiss you, but I also need to know what you’re doing. I need to know you’re okay.”

“You have a funny way of showing it,” I snapped. “Either you’re in this for more or you’re not. You can’t have it both ways. So, tell me right now. Which is it? Do you want more with me or do you want to come over and fuck me later?”

His hand tightened around my waist as he gritted his teeth. “Fuck, I wish I knew.”

“Well, until you know, how about you leave me alone.” I tried to step back, but he pulled me closer. His hand moved possessively from my hip to the back of my neck. He held me gently, still timid about my injury, even though I was fine.

“I can’t,” he croaked out. “Everything in me is telling me to run. I can’t give you the kind of life you want, but I can’t walk away either. I don’t know what the fuck to do,” he said, his voice low and tortured. His lips skimmed over mine as he let out a harsh breath. “Fuck, tell me what to do.”

“I can’t do that.” My words were breathless as he pressed kisses to my lips, down my throat. His tongue dragged over my skin, eliciting a moan from me. I missed this side of him. I loved how he could torture me with kisses and his touch. He had a power over me that I couldn’t control, not when I was in his arms.

“I can’t give this up.” His hand brushed over my breast, then cupped it, squeezing harshly. “Fucking hell, I miss these tits. I miss burying my cock between them, fucking them hard as you suck the tip of my cock.”

His words lit a fire in me, making it impossible to do anything other than moan.

“And this,” he said, cupping my pussy through my jeans. “That fucking stud wreaks havoc on my dreams. All I can think about is sucking it in my mouth as I fuck you with my fingers.” His breath fanned over my skin as he slid his tongue to my ear, sucking hard on the lobe. “Tell me you want that too. Tell me how much you miss my cock and the way I fuck you.”

“I…” I let out a pathetic moan. “I miss your cock fucking my throat.”

He growled in approval as he rubbed my clit through my pants. “What else?”

“I…”

His hand slid around to my backside, and then his fingers prodded between my legs. “Do you miss me here, fucking that tight ass as I play with your nipples?”

“Yes.”

His hand cupped my breast hard. “Come with me.”

“Where?”

He pinched my nipple as he pulled back. “Remember what I told you about this?” he asked, jiggling my breast with his grip on my nipple.

I swallowed hard. Was I willing to do that?

“What are you going to give me in return?”

“Whatever the fuck you want.”

“Be careful. Those words could get you in trouble.”

He slanted his mouth over mine and kissed me hard. “I already am in trouble.”

30

EDU

I calleda friend and had him immediately set up a room for Harper. The moment she consented, I dragged her out of the house, not even waiting for her to tell her brother she was going with me. I wasn’t sure what came over me, but the thought of her walking out of my life was something I couldn’t tolerate. Clearly, a fuck buddy relationship with her was no longer tenable. Things were going to have to change, and I was going to have to suck it up. I could deal with that as long as I could still fuck that perfect ass, watch her choke on my cock, bury my dick in her pussy, and fuck those tits.

“Are you sure about this?” she asked as we pulled up to the tattoo shop.

“No place better,” I grinned, getting out to help her down. Her hands shook slightly as Jared opened the door for us and let us in. It was still too early for them to be open. He tended to keep late hours for most of his clients, but I knew he wouldn’t have a problem opening early for me.

“Hey, man.”

I shook his hand and wrapped my arm around Harper. “This is my girl, Harper.”

He quirked an eyebrow at her, laughing slightly. “No shit. Alright, come in.”

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