Page 2 of In the Dark

When a drug deal went wrong and a man lay on the concrete with his blood seeping through the cracks, she felt his distress. Knew his anguish and recognized the instant he gave up the fight. She sighed when his soul left his body, grinned when the others walked away with their business completed, not a care in the world for the life they’d stolen.

Those were her people. The ones who prayed to the disorder of the universe at an altar they hardly knew existed.

That was what she’d become. It had been her choice, she knew, to save a person she loved. Karsia just hadn’t realized she would lose herself in the bargain. She touched a finger to the point between her breasts where she’d been marked. Though no scar was visible, there was a hard knot there. She no longer had a heart. It had burned out of her the moment she stepped in front of a lancing bolt of energy meant for her oldest sister Aisanna.

She placed her hand flat on her chest where instead of a heart, two gemstones lay fused together beneath her ribs, manipulated by her other sister. In their world, magic was passed down through family gender lines, from mother to daughter, from father to son. Yet somehow, in a strange twist of fate, her older sister Astix had inherited their father’s control over minerals and gemstones, instead of plant magic from their mother.

Those unique abilities had saved Karsia’s life. The emerald and amber combination glowed within her body and kept the worst of the evil at bay, their inherent properties used for protection and warding away evil spirits. They kept her alive and kept the worst of the darkness from claiming her entirely. It was becoming more and more difficult the closer it got to the eclipse. She felt the surge of magic leaking from the other world. It made her stronger. It made her madder.

And if she gave in, it would make her unstoppable.

There was poison in her veins. No, she would not complain because she did not care to complain. She’d moved beyond the point where she felt it acceptable to moan over her fate. She’d taken the mantle—albeit naively—and the burden became hers to shoulder alone.

With a final touch of her chest, cold stone protecting a single shred of muscle and tissue, she turned and drew on her clothes. The hotel had served its purpose and would no longer be of any use to her. It was time to move on.

Black jeans, black blouse, and black leather jacket. It was nothing more than an image, a stereotype playing on the shadow on her soul. Still, it helped her blend in. And obscurity went a long way.

She carried no bag, no purse or satchel. What little money she possessed she kept in cash tucked into the lining of her bra. When funds depleted she did what was required to survive. If that meant stealing, then she felt no remorse.

With everything she needed on her person and no hint of her presence remaining in the room, Karsia made her way down the hall and out of the building without looking back.

She walked as most did, with the carefree ignorance of a person who valued material things more than life. It had taken no time at all to perfect the attitude. To fit in was to be normal, to be unrecognizable, to be…

Human.

Once, she’d considered herself the same, despite the magic coursing through her blood—a powerful lineage dating back to time immemorial. She’d been young and pretty, with the brightness of an open future ahead of her. She was the youngest of four children, the apple of her parents’ eyes, the vessel for their spoiling and affection. Growing up, she’d become entitled and able to have whatever she wanted, whenever she wanted. Twenty-four years old and she still lived at home with her parents.

Then a being, an elemental, decided she’d had enough of her responsibility and sought out a new host. Someone from her bloodline. Someone to manipulate. Karsia could understand; she’d carried part of the balance since then, and a month had felt like an eternity.

Men fell to her beauty and offered her the world. The old Karsia would have found the attention heady and charming. But that was then. Now, she utilized affection until it no longer suited her and then moved on without regret.

She’d taken off a few days after Imbolc in early February. The days blurred together after that. It wasn’t running away in any traditional sense; the distance was more for her family’s sake than her own. She was physically unable to keep up appearances, increasingly unable to control the powerful impulses. Karsia loved her family, but “she” wanted to push them to the brink and watch them tumble into oblivion. Part of her was appalled, while the other part was euphoric. It was time to get out before she hurt anyone.

She bounced from city to city with an evil presence inside of her, staying for short periods of time before the burden became too immense.

She should have watched her path instead of stomping along blindly. There were so many things she could have done to keep up precautions. Too late to think of that now, as a hand shot out of the murky shadows and grabbed her arm. Karsia lost her balance and fell to the side, hitting her shoulder against the side of the building.

Someone swiped at her head and she dodged to the right, vision blurring. Her palm shot out toward soft flesh. She saw a flash of a face, a male face.

It was always a man, she thought dimly as she lifted a hand and punched at the attacker’s chin. Cold hands clamped down on the bare skin of her neck, which, miraculously, warmed under the prolonged contact.

She twisted, and found the more she struggled, the stronger his grip became.

She glared at him, though she couldn’t see his face plainly. “Stop.” It was a warning. A whispered threat of retaliation. Her dim human eyes began to burn with an unnatural light, a passionate color very inhuman.

For an ordinary man, he was exceptionally strong. He did not run from her, and instead tightened his grip until her back pressed against his chest. Karsia struggled, lashing out with her leg to bring her boot heel down on his instep. The man did not budge.

They stood together in the heat and stench of a back alley, with puddles of filthy water reflecting the nearby neon signs.

“If you know what’s good for you, then you’ll let go of me right now.” Her voice held the weight of promised retribution.

Flight was no longer an option. How could a human have gotten the best of her? More surprising, he leaned into her, his nature calling to her own.

“I dreamed of you.”

“Fuck off! Who are you?” Karsia asked. She gave one last, valiant attempt to free herself from the strange man who moved like smoke yet felt so solid.

His grip tensed around her neck, to the point of pain but without crossing the line. Interestingly enough, the small flicker of hurt called to her. A shimmering flash in an endless sea of nothing.

Anger lessened, replaced by curiosity. Instead of answering her, the man leaned in close enough for her to feel his breath on her cheeks. “I dreamed of you,” he repeated in a voice deep enough to melt ice. “Come find me.”

Karsia refused to acknowledge the small bit of arousal curling in her abdomen. One of the only emotions besides resentment she’d felt in a long time. Too long. “I don’t know who you think you are—”

He shook her slightly. “You know me, child of the dark. Come find me. Now, Karsia, wake up. Wake up!”

She jolted upright, back in her hotel room, with the image of his face fading fast from her conscious mind and his final yell in her ears. A dream? Scrambling out of bed, she fumbled for her clothes and found herself fully dressed, then remembered putting them on, remembered leaving the room and walking down the street. Could still feel the humid air hanging low in her lungs, the slight burn at her neck.

She glanced down at her wrist and saw the fading marks from a handprint. They disappeared within seconds. The dream had been real.

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