“Because I want you,” Leo replied, his skin flushing as he spoke. “Because I always fucking want you, even when I know you’re going to fuck me and forget me?—”
I kissed him, swallowing up the rest of his words, as my hand proceeded to rub against his cock. I felt Leo try to reach out for me, his hands pressing against my shoulders, but I casually grabbed him by the wrists and held his arms above his head.
“You don’t get to touch me until I say so,” I quietly commanded. “You don’t get to do anything until I say so. Understood?”
“Yes, sir. Anything you say.” Leo stared back at me, with something like a small smile forming on his lips.
I smiled right back at him, unable to help myself, before I kissed him all over again.
Mine. Mine. Mine.
The word pounded against the inside of my head, as I started to press my lips across Leo’s neck, his chin, his jaw. I was taking my time with him, taking in every moment we had left together. Because I didn’t know how to tell Leo that I wanted him just as much as he wanted me, that I desperately wanted to try and be something more.
He was right about my track record. And I couldn’t pretend like there wasn’t a pattern to my relationships, the hook ups and the never-to-be-talked-to-agains. Even though I was falling for Leo, I never wanted to be the one to hurt him or break his heart.
I didn’t want him to hurt me, either. I’d never had my heart broken before, ever, and I wasn’t sure what to do if it ever happened, if I would be able to pick up the pieces and keep going on with my life.
What would happen if I never got over Leo? What if I couldn’t?
Needing to shake away the thought, I began to move down Leo’s frame, my lips moving from his jaw to his chest, as I heldhis shirt up toward his shoulders. My lips moved from nipple to nipple, brushing against the skin, before I moved down to his lean stomach. Leo shuddered as I subtly dragged my lips across his skin there, too, before moving down a few inches, my mouth hovering over the bulge in his pants.
I pressed my mouth against the bulge, taking it between my lips.
Leo groaned above me, his hands coming down to run through my hair. I looked up at him, with a stern expression. “What did I say about touching me, Leo?”
“Fuck. Sorry, sir.” Leo let out a quick breath as he brought his hands back up against the wall. “I’m sorry. It won’t happen again.”
“Good boy.” I pulled down Leo’s pants and boxers, midway through his apology, his cock popping free from the fabric.
I didn’t waste any time wrapping my lips around his shaft, letting my tongue lick a long stripe across his weeping slit. Leo groaned again, as his cock hardened inside my mouth, his shaft throbbing and desperate for release. I moved my mouth away from him and brought a hand up to his shaft, pumping it back and forth as I looked up at him again.
“Do you like the way that feels, baby?”
“Yes.”
“Do you want to come for me?”
“Yes.” Leo nodded. “Fuck, yes.”
“Good.” It was all I said as I stood up from the floor, leaving Leo’s cock untouched and unfinished.
“But—Jacob—sir—” Leo seemed completely distraught. “I was so close?—”
“I know. I like it when you get all flustered,” I admitted. “You should know by now how much I love turning you into a total mess for me, Leo. I love it when your want turns to need, when all you can do is beg for my cock.”
“Why?”
“Why?” I hummed before I answered the question. “Because it’s real. Because you can’t hide that kind of desire from me. Because it takes so much trust for you to be vulnerable with me that way, to hand me the reins. It’s intimacy, on a whole different level. It’s an unbeatable connection.”
“That’s how I feel about it, too,” Leo murmured. “That it’s intimate. In a way I don’t think I’ve ever been intimate before.”
Leo then let out a small laugh.
“What is it? What’s so funny?”
“It’s just, can you take my shirt off now, too?” he asked. “I feel sort of ridiculous only being naked from the waist down.”
“What if that’s exactly how I want you?” I smirked, before I finished pulling his shirt off Leo’s head. I then motioned for him to turn around and face the wall.