My mouth was next to his ear as I softly asked, “Is this what you wanted, Leo? Is this how you wanted me to fuck you?”
“Yes.” Leo’s response was breathless. “Yes, just like that. Fuck!”
I kissed him on the neck as I picked up the pace, pulling my cock almost all the way out of him before slamming into him again. I watched as his wrists strained against the ropes, his ankles repeating a similar motion as I reached for his cock again. Even if he wanted to, there was nothing Leo could’ve done in that moment except get hard for me and take my cock, his body completely under my control.
Mine.
In the very best way.
Somewhere in the midst of us fucking, I heard Leo start to sniffle. I looked down at him, getting a better view of his face, now noticing a few teardrops on his cheeks.
“Shit. Are you okay?” My hips came to a pause as I checked in with him. “Hey, Leo, we can always stop if you need to?—”
“No. I don’t want to stop.” Leo shook his head. “I’m notcryingcrying. I’m crying because I’m overwhelmed. Because everything feels so good.”
“Okay, but if you need a break?—”
“Fuck me, Jacob.”
“Right. Got it.” I kissed away the tears on Leo’s cheeks before I started up again, my hips rhythmically crashing into his. One of my hands went back down toward his cock, pumping him in time with the way I was fucking him. A few more thrusts and we were both coming together, Leo’s come in my hand, my come deep inside of him.
Fuck.
Being with him felt way too fucking good.
Alarm bells started to sound at the back of my head, as we both caught our breath, as Leo turned around to nuzzle against my chest.
What the hell was I supposed to do when it was time to break things off for good?
And would I be able to handle it if Leo ever ended up back in Keith’s arms?
11
LEO
I’d never cried during sex before.
There was just something about the level of trust, the helplessness, how perfect Jacob’s cock felt, how much I wanted all of him…
It’d been a perfect storm. I’d almost started to cry again when I’d nuzzled against him afterward, feeling so incredibly safe and secure that I couldn’t express it with words. Jacob was unlike anyone I’d ever been with before, and I barely knew how to process it all.
Which was probably why I’d been hiding away in one of the many sitting rooms at the lodge, my attention glued to my laptop screen. I’d told myself that it’d be worthwhile to catch up on work, even though I knew I was just trying to distract myself from the whole Jacob situation. I hadn’t spoken to him since this afternoon in the bonus gym room, and now, as nighttime rolled around, I was still struggling to handle all my thoughts about him.
“Is Diego behaving?” Mandi, the agent I was on a video call with asked, her tone bright. Mandi and I weren’t exactly friends, but we often commiserated and caught up over a coffee every sooften. “Although, who am I kidding? If anyone’s going to get a little rowdy it’s Chris, isn’t it?”
“Don’t forget about Keith,” I joked, through gritted teeth.
“Oh, my God! You’re so right!” She laughed. “I forgot he was there. Honestly, I think the only safe one is Andrew. He tends to not get involved in anything.”
“Yeah, he’s pretty much been a saint.”
“And how are you holding up, Leo?”
“What?”
“Oh, please. Don’t be so shocked that I’m asking about you.” She playfully rolled her eyes. “I know how much this assignment meant to you. Are you handling the stress well?”
For a moment, my mind flashed to Jacob taking me on top of the bar, Jacob taking me in the bonus room, Jacob taking me in bed…