PAOLO
The last thing I expected from this was to actually really get on with the woman I’m trying to marry. Obviously, I know that it would help matters, but I’ve never felt this before.
Chloe’s funny and gorgeous and smart, and best of all, she talks to me like I’m a human being. She doesn’t just like me because of my status. She likes me because of who I am.
Or at least I hope she likes me, anyway.
This plan seemed completely insane when Schultz suggested it. But for the first time since then, I really feel like it could work.
I glance at my watch and realize we’ve been talking for hours. It barely feels like any time has passed at all. If it wasn’t getting late, I could keep going forever.
“I’m really enjoying this,” I tell her.
“Are you?” she says. “So am I.”
“Good,” I grin. “Good. Me too.”
There’s a beat of silence, and I decide to try my luck. “Chloe,” I say. She hums and raises her eyebrows in question. “I think I’d quite like to kiss you now.”
She flushes a little, bringing her hand to her mouth in embarrassment.
“Would that be okay?” I ask.
“Yes,” she says quietly, a smile growing on her face. “Yes, I think it would.”
It doesn’t take much to lean in and close the distance so I can press my lips against hers. She’s soft and warm and pliable, and as soon as our lips touch, she melts into me, letting out a small moan of pleasure.
Suddenly, it’s not enough. I need to feel more of her. I get up, round the table, and wrap my arms around her, pulling her in for another kiss, harder this time. Deeper.
Her tongue flicks out to explore my mouth and I let her, our teeth clacking gently against each other, my hands roaming her back as hers do the same for me. My heart is racing, beating like a drum, like she’s holding the stick and playing me like a melody. I’ve had my fill of girls over the last year, but all of them have felt ephemeral, impermanent.
Somewhere inside me, I know Chloe won’t last either, but there’s a part of me that almost wishes she would.
A rapid vision rushes through my head of a life that I could have with a woman I’d never known before today. One where we have a marriage, a baby, a family. A lifetogether.
I pull back with a jolt, my own mind frightening me. As soon as I do, her hands drop to her sides, leaving behind a cold ache on my body.
“You okay?” she asks.
I shake my head, then nod quickly, realizing I’m giving her a mixed message. “Yes,” I say breathlessly. “I’m okay. More than. Chloe, I know this is sudden, but I would just love to go home with you.”
Her blush deepens. “I can’t. I mean, my mom. Our apartment, it’s just not… it doesn’t work.”
“No, I get it,” I say. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean that. I meant, I’m staying in a hotel for the week and I would absolutely love it if you would come back and share it with me tonight.”
Her mouth opens as she draws a breath, looking deeply into my eyes like she’s trying to solve a puzzle, and then she nods slowly. “What the hell,” she says. “Promise me a good time and I’ll say yes.”
“I wouldn’t promise anything else.”
She grabs the front of my shirt and pulls me in for another kiss, hard and passionate, full of a lust that wasn’t there before. Every kiss we share seems to be better than the last.
“Come on,” I say, offering her my hand. “Let’s get out of here. I have access to the private bar at the hotel. Let’s get a drink.”
But we don’t even manage to make it that far.
As soon as we step into the elevator, I lean in close to her. She turns to me with that smile again, and I feel that magnetic compulsion to kiss her.
She melts into my lips and, without thinking, I wrap my hands around her back and pull her close to me. I’m half-expecting her to pull away, but she doesn’t. Instead, she grinds her hips into mine, and I feel a rush of blood flood to my groin.