I pull back and look at her. I catch the slight hesitation in her eyes. Uncertainty and even worry.
I stop immediately. I want her—more than I’ve ever wanted anyone—but not like this. Not when she’s not ready.
I take a deep breath, reigning in the fire that’s burning inside me, and gently pull back.
“Even though I’m dying to be with you, Alice, I told you last night that you would never have to do anything you don’t want to. Ever again.”
Her hazel eyes meet mine and she takes a deep breath. “I believe you.”
I cock my brows and study her face. “You do?”
“I can’t explain it. But I do.”
“Good.”
After one last look, I turn, preparing myself for a long cold shower.
She grabs my hand before I can walk away, forcing me to turn back. “Stay,” she whispers, “Please... stay with me.”
I pause, my heart skipping a beat, and then slowly, I climb back into the bed beside her, pulling her close. She rests her head against my chest, and for the first time in a long time, I feel something more than just lust or desire. I feel... connected.
I don’t know what’s happening between us, but I know one thing for certain—she’s already getting under my skin in ways I never thought possible. And I’m not sure if I’ll ever be able to let her go.
Chapter five
Alice
I’m nervous.
As I lie in Damon’s arms, my heart is pounding so hard in my chest that I’m scared it’ll explode.
We’ve been lying in silence for a while, and I’ve been hoping he breaks it. Start talking about himself like he did in the kitchen or even ask me a question.
But he doesn’t.
And as more time passes, I slowly realize that he’s waiting formeto say something or do something. To make the first move.
He probably wants to go at my pace and as sweet as that is, I have no clue what pace I want to go at. Ever since I walked onto that stage and made eye contact with him, things have happened so fast that it still feels like I’m dreaming.
“I like Christmas shopping and reading romance novels,” I say, blurting out the first things that come to my mind.
Damon pulls back just enough to look at me. “What?”
“You asked what I liked earlier. I like Christmas shopping and reading erotic novels.”
Damon raises an eyebrow, wearing an expression that is a mix of surprise and amusement.
“Why do you like Christmas?”
“Well, red is my favorite color, Christmas is a beautiful season, and it’s the only time of the year where I’m not working my ass off.”
His amused smile remains. “What’s your favorite book?”
I mention it and his eyes widen. “That’s an erotic book. I wouldn’t have imagined someone with a face like yours reading something like that.”
A flush creeps up my neck, but there’s also a tiny bit of annoyance. I know exactly what he means by a face like mine.
I know my innocence is nothing to be embarrassed about but with a man like Damon who looks like he could fuck any woman with just one look, it’s hard not to feel self-conscious.