“I-I thought you didn’t want me.” God, she was terrible at reading the situation and wanted to crawl under the covers and pretend none of this was happening. Make all these confusing feelings go away.
The look he gave her—like she was utterly crazy—made her hesitate.
“I’ve never wanted anyone more in my life. I meant you didn’t have to suck my cock. Not tonight, anyway.” Something twinkled in his dark eyes. “Just so you know, that sentence will never come out of my mouth again.”
His dark, sarcastic humor was something she was still getting used to, but Mia felt her body relax slightly beneath him. “Oh,” she whispered, not sure how to respond when doubts still plagued her.
“What’s wrong,kotyonok?”
Mia pulled in a deep breath then blurted out her biggest fear. “Please, don’t reject me…not you, too. I couldn’t handle it.”
He grasped her chin, forcing her to look at him. “I’ve never wanted to be inside anyone this badly before. Where are these doubts coming from? Because they’re bullshit.”
“Do you have any idea what it feels like to grow up unloved?” Mia asked softly. He didn’t answer, but a flicker ofawareness flashed through his eyes followed by something else she couldn’t quite read.
Nik moved off the bed and Mia watched him peel his jeans off, quickly followed by his black boxer briefs. Her gaze dropped to his rigid cock which was even bigger than she’d imagined. How the hell was she going to take all of that?
Her nerves fluttered and she met his hot gaze. “Don’t move,” he gritted out, eyes roaming down her body before he turned away and quickly dug through his duffel bag.
Was he kidding? Where was she going to go? A blizzard raged outside, while inside, her body was overheating fast. She couldn’t tear her eyes off his firm ass and noticed how low his tats actually went, right to the top of his buttocks. The urge to lick every single black line inked on his skin filled her and she dug her nails into her palms.
For being a virgin, she was apparently also a bit of a hussy. Because the sexy thoughts she was entertaining made her cheeks heat up.
Nik stood back up and turned around, a condom in his hand. “No doubt courtesy of Zane,” he stated, voice dry. “Our tech guy thinks he’s pretty funny, but the joke’s on him.”
“Why is it funny?” she asked. A man like Nik probably had more sexual partners than he knew what to do with.
“Because he’s a newlywed and having a ton of sex while I haven’t gotten laid lately,” he admitted. “This was probably his little dig at my dry spell. But who’s laughing now?”
“Really?” Pulse hammering, Mia watched him rip the packet open with his teeth, remove the condom and roll it along his length. Their gazes locked.
“You’re sure?” he asked, voice strained.
Mia nodded, watching him stalk back over and slide onto the bed. His big body moved over hers again and he settled himself between her legs.
“What about your arm?”
“Fuck my arm.”
“Nik—”
He dragged her hand down to cover his long, hard length. “This is the only thing hurting right now.”
When she wrapped her fingers around him, he groaned. Her fire-breathing dragon might be fierce and scaly, but this part of him was smooth, like satin over steel. Curious, she squeezed her fingers around his base and he swore, lightly thrusting. Then he brushed her hand away and encircled his sheathed cock. He lined their bodies up, dragging his tip through her soaked folds, and Mia wrapped her arms around his neck.
The moment he began to enter her, she squeezed her eyes shut and tensed. She’d expected fast and hard, but Nik was giving her slow and gentle.
“Mia, look at me.” His voice was hoarse, full of need.
She opened her eyes, her body stretching around his demanding girth, her heart pounding.
“Eyes on me,” he ordered, then thrust hard.
Mia cried out as his thick cock filled her. He was big and the burn threatened to eclipse the ecstasy she’d hoped to feel. But then his mouth slammed against hers and his fingers were on her clit, circling and rubbing, and the initial pain eased.
He kissed her deeply, sliding almost all the way out only to thrust back in again, this time deeper. “Wrap your legs around me,” he ordered, and his hips began to pump, filling her beyond what she thought possible.
“Oh, God…Nik…” Sensation slammed through her and her nails dug into the back of his neck. It almost felt like she was having an out of body experience because she’d never imagined she would be under a man like him. It’s like she was watching the big man covered in black ink fucking someone else. Sliding his huge cock in and out of some other woman.