Page 38 of Velvet Deception

I nodded, thrusting up to his hand as he knelt in front of me.

“Because that’s all you need to focus on. Me. You haveme, my angel. However you want.Theydon’t get you. Those memories can’t have any power over us. Over this. Over me.”

Yes, please.I wanted him to fuck the past out of me, if that could even be possible. It wasn’t, but I felt deep in my heart that thiswasan erasure. He was overriding the last time I had sex. We were making a new memory to combat the old one.

The fading sting of his hand on my ass spread over my skin, and even though he was being rougher than what I’d expect, it helped. It was what I needed to pull me back to focusing on the present and not lingering in my mind.

I nodded, staring up at him, and said the only words I could think to say.

“I… I trust you, Diego. I do.” I wanted to with all my heart. Maybe I wasn’t all the way there yet, but with his help, with his patience and firm but gentle touch, he could help me get to a point where I really could let myself be vulnerable and accepting of a man.

“Fuck. Angel. You are my sweet, precious angel.” He lowered to cover me, giving me the pleasure of his hot body warming mine again.

“You are my angel. Mine.”

“And you—” I tensed up as his dick prodded at my entrance. Instead of slipping into the past and letting this trigger those ugly memories to rise up again, I clung to him. I smashed my lips to his, and with that arch of my body, his cockhead bumped at my pussy once more.

Kissing him and giving myself permission to explore the beauty of connecting with a man, not being taken for his pleasure, I stayed firmly in the present. And slowly, with my legs parted and his cock pushing against me, he slid in. With a slight adjustment to line himself up, he eased into my slick entrance.

And again, I fought through the memories that taunted me.

“Eyes.” He caught his breath as he stared at me. “Eyes on me.”

I obeyed. I played along. Staring up into his warm brown eyes, I watched him and remained in the moment with him as he thrust into me farther.

“Oh…” I closed my eyes, carried away and overwhelmed by how good the burn of that stretch felt. “Oh, Diego.”

He kissed me hard, nipping my lip at the end. “Look. Eyes on me, Sofia!”

I opened my eyes, framing his face as he slid the rest of the way into me.

“You watch me, my angel. You look at me and know it isme. Me giving all I am to you. Only you.” He lowered to kiss me, melting my heart that much more as he pounded into my pussy.

“You look at me and see that I am the one to give you what you want, what you need.”

“Yes. Yes!” I scrunched my face at the sweet torture. I was so close. I was right there, within reach of coming. Bliss was imminent. My release would be there. He filled me with that big dick over and over until I shattered. Stars lit behind my eyes as I came hard. Crying out, I clung to him, but he covered for me quickly. Kissing me hard, like he never wanted it to end, he quieted my cries of pleasure. It seemed that he couldn’t hold on for much longer, for in the next moment, he came. Tensing and with goosebumps spreading over his back where I laid my hands to hug him close, he followed me with his release.

He grunted as his dick twitched, flooding me with his hot cum. A low growl slipped from him, also muffled by our kiss. Still, he rocked gently into me as if he never wanted to quit. And still, I milked him, my inner walls sucking him greedily as he shot every last drop deep inside my womb.

Breathing hard and lying limp, we held each other close as we ushered in a new memory. A new beginning.

Us against the past.

16

DIEGO

Iwoke up in the morning with Sofia curled up next to me. Her soft, naked body lay pressed against me, every decadent inch of her smooth skin so warm and inviting that I struggled to get up.

But I did. I couldn’t let her worry about getting up early to deal with that mess out there.

Now that we’d crossed the line to intimacy, mutually caving to our desire we couldn’t stop from developing further, I felt like I had a new outlook on life.

I kissed her brow then eased out of bed, standing in her room and stretching with a deep, contented sense of belonging. I still didn’t know who I was. I lacked a lot of information about who I was before, but I felt like I could change my perspective about that for the better.

If my past never returned, then I had plenty to live for and learn now. It felt like the biggest reset imaginable. Pressing redo and starting over. Instead of stressing about what I used to do andwhat I should return to, since it was out of my control to resume my former life, I had the freedom to start over now.

Sofia and Ramon were my new purpose. My job was to protect them. And my place was here, right in this home or wherever they would want to be.

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