“I want you to come in my mouth…right now.”

His words release me, and I let myself go as the pleasure washes through me. I keep my eyes closed, breathing for a minute as Ethan straightens up.

When I finally open my eyes, he’s pulling a condom out of the packet. “I won’t use it if you don’t want me to, but…”

I motion for him to put it on. Safety first.

I rest my hands behind my head and watch him slowly extend his cock toward me, pushing it just inside me. My pussy is swollen, but I want more. I know that he’s going to make this feel good.

Ethan pushes himself in another inch, then another. I can feel my pussy tightening around him, and now, it’s Ethan who is sucking air, unable to control the pleasure he feels.

“God, you’re so tight.”

“It’s been a year,” I admit. I can’t believe I’ve just admitted that to Ethan, but he doesn’t react in any way except to smile.

Then, he climbs onto the bed on top of me, our torsos only a few inches apart. His face is just above mine, and there’s no way to avoid eye contact, to pretend this isn’t happening.

Suddenly, Ethan shoves himself inside me all the way, and I groan. My legs come up and circle his back, pulling him closer to me.

“I like to make you groan,” Ethan admits in my ear. “I want to make you climax again.”

Ethan moves slowly, rocking his hips back and forth as I feel the desire to have him build again. Suddenly, what he’s doing isn’t enough. I need more.

“Ethan, I want you to do it hard.”

“Are you sure about that?”

“Stop asking questions and do it. I thought you said I was in?—”

Ethan doesn’t let me finish. He shoves himself inside me so hard that my back arches. I feel like I’m breaking in two, but I want it. I want more of it.

“Come on,” I urge, and Ethan doesn’t let me down. He begins to find his rhythm, thrusting himself inside me again and again. I grab his muscled arms, trying to find something to ground me as I reach the edge of the precipice again.

Suddenly, I’m plunging forward. I feel myself coming all over him. Ethan grins even as he breathes heavily.

Then, he thrusts himself in so hard that it feels like I’m going to break. It takes Ethan a moment to pull himself out. When I look at the condom, it looks different than I remember them looking, not quite as full as it should. But then again, it’s been a year.

He rolls the condom off, and I can’t help it.

I stare at his dick in his hand, breathing hard as I try to process what just happened.

Ethan breathes for a second before shaking his head. “You… are something else.”

Then, Ethan crawls up on the bed next to me. I don’t know how to handle this moment. Normally, I would snuggle up and close my eyes, talking about anything on my heart. But that’s when I’m doing this with my significant other. I’ve never had a one-night stand or a…whatever this is with my neighbor.

Oh, God. Reality starts to crash in.

“You know, if making things up to you feels like this, then I’ll happily make it up to you every day for the rest of my life.”

Ethan’s words echo in one ear, but the rest of my brain is screaming at me that I’ve changed my life forever. Aurora would kill me if she knew…so of course, she can never know. But how the hell amIsupposed to live with myself?

7

ETHAN

Madison is stuckin my head, and it's driving me crazy. It’s been hours since I walked out of her house, but I can’t stop thinking about her, about the way she felt in my arms and the way her breath hitched when I leaned in close.

I love the way her long, dark hair falls down to her waist. I love the way her smile lights up her round face, and I love the way her curves press against the constraints of her clothing. She’s shorter than me by a good six inches, and I love her petiteness next to me.