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“Jill problems?” I look to Jasper. He just shakes his head throwing his arms up.

“Usually is.” He chuckles as he moves over toward the two insects in my web of torture. They are still flailing around shaking their heads back and forth as they try to scream through the gags.

“What the fuck did you do to them?” Dad asks, looking at them with a questioning yet intrigued look.

“I put a moth in each of their ears. Who knew?” I laugh as I grab the bottle of oil off of the table and walk over towards them.

I grab the first one by the hair again and hope he can hear me, “This will make it stop. I will make it stop if you promise to tell me what I want to know.” I hold the bottle of olive oil up in front of both of them. They both start nodding their heads frantically.

“Just know that I will put one in both ears if I don’t think you are telling the truth.” I shout as I pour the oil in the first guys ear and within thirty seconds he stops thrashing and looks at me like he wants to hug me for making it stop. I move over to the other guy and hold him still by his hair as well repeating the process with the same results.

Joe comes back down with a screaming Jill and a pissed off Cami, Mia, and Abby trailing in behind them.

“Jesus Christ, what the fuck are you all doing. Jill didn’t do anything wrong.” Abby stomps her foot.

“Really Abby, look at her phone, read the messages. She is the fucking queens little rat. Has been the whole time. Also has a boyfriend and is supposed to seduce Sin.” Joe looks at Jill like she just ripped his heart out of his chest and stomped on it. He is also pissed. Not a good combo for her.

“What the fuck do you mean?” Cami moves towards Jill like she might kill her. Jasper holds her back.

Charlie rushes in with the baby monitor. “Sup guys.” He stops when he sees everything going on, cocking his head to the side as if confused.

“This cunt has been fucking us over all along. So, help me Goddess, I will kill you if anything happens to Savvy!” Cami shouts trying to get out of Jaspers’ grip. She is still recovering from having a baby and her hormones are not to be messed with.

Abby has tears in her eyes looking at the girl that was once her best friend, “How could you do this to Joe!? Savvy!? All of us!?”

“Oh, save me the dramatics. I was doing my duty. If any of you had any idea what game is actually being played here, you would all feel so stupid. All this over fucking Savannah! Wake up! She isn’t that fucking special! Fuck you all! I hope that bitch suffers every last second of her miserable life, which won’t be much longer! She is going to die before you finally get your heads out of your asses!” She thrashes in Joes arms, and I can see him break a little more with every word she breathes. Joe looks over to Jasper, nodding. As soon as Jasper lets go of Cami, she charges her, first busting her nose, then her lip. She keeps hitting her over and over, beating her ass pretty good. Joe holds Jills arms so she can only take it and not hurt Cami, not that Jill could, Cami has a nice hook. Once Cami has had enough, I wait for her to be done and ask Charlie to take her back upstairs with Abby and Mia who also look like they could kill Jill.

“I guess I could just let your friends kick your ass until you tell us where Savvy is.” I let her know Joe isn’t in charge, I am.

Jill looks up at me with blood running down her face and smiles wide, blood showing on her teeth, “Max is fucking your wife as we speak, and I’m sure she is loving it. I know I did. Bring it on. Max will kill you all!”

Chapter 12

Savvy

28 weeks

Ithought I was in hell before, now I know I am. Max has been in my room every day since that first time, when he tried to tarnish my call with Sin. Sometimes he comes and gets me multiple times a day. I’m playing along, for now, because I don’t have a choice. When I try to push him away, or tell him no, he spanks me with different objects in his office. He stays away from my stomach and my face, everything else is fair game. This is beginning to feel like the life I knew wasn’t real and this is all I have to look forward to for the rest of my life, however long that is.

I am his pet, not his covenant. I am no more than a toy. I won’t be considered a covenant until Sin takes his oath as a Saint, until then, I’m free game. At least I only have to deal with one pencil dick instead of several, like MJ. Although she said that Mark is quite the opposite of a pencil dick. She loves Mark because he has shown her love her entire life. She prefers him training her compared to everyone else, he is softer with her.

He should never have touched her, and it pisses me off that someone who was a father figure did all the things she has talked about. Bash was a boy scout compared to Mark. Cami really may have saved my life on my first night in NOLA. God, I miss her. I hope I get to introduce her to MJ. They would adore eachother.

We were both punished, one for me asking her to give Sin the ultrasound photo, and she got double. One for giving it to him, and one for telling him to talk to his father about the Saints. She wasn’t supposed to say a lot of things that she did. I’m proud of her for trying to help, but she went against Fiona’s wishes, therefore, she was punished. She knew doing those things was against the rules and did them anyway. To help me, I think, and to help Sin.

She was forced to suffer a night with Mark and one of his friends that Fiona thought would make a good trainer. He reminded me of Bash back at the lake house when he would try to find a new way to tie me up. They made me watch after dinner to show me what a good girl MJ was for taking her punishment and asking for more when it was done, the punishment being, she wasn’t allowed to come, and she is never allowed to touch herself. I did so good watching two men fuck my niece that Fiona rewarded me with getting to watch Mark torture Scarlett. He didn’t even fuck her, just whipped and spanked her while he fucked her ass with a dildo. I wasn’t impressed and excused myself to go to bed with Fiona’s permission. She laughed at the fact that I made fun of Boudreaux for not having the stamina to keep up. Plus, I criticized his torture tactics. She said I could have some time with her if I wanted as long as Mark is in the room.

Apparently, MJ is groomed to think that her soon to be hubby, who just happens to be a congressman for the great state of Louisiana, will want to share her at times and she needs to be prepared to have all her holes fucked when that happens. She told me she can’t wait to finally feel something in her pussy. She said that I should imagine always wanting even after an orgasm because nothing ever fills the space to push her completely over the edge. No one is allowed to touch her pussy, ever. She admitted to me that she has touched herself in the bathtub, just so she knows what it feels like, but has never even fingered herself out of fear that someone will know. She thinks the first time Alec fucks her she is going to come all over is dick as soon as he puts it in. I chuckle at the thought,remembering our conversation, knowing it will be quite the opposite, as I sit here waiting for my breakfast to be brought in.

I got up early, not being able to sleep since Max came in at one a.m. wanting to play with me. He likes to tie me up and fuck every hole until I pass out. Then I get to feel like a whore cheating on her husband.

The only punishments I get is being whipped, fucked, and given multiple orgasms by someone who isn’t my husband. I have gotten over it now that it happens multiple times a day. It’s just like everything else here, clockwork. I just go through the motions and try to remain numb.

Max has figured out when my mind goes somewhere else and always tries to keep me in the present, making me feel everything he does to me. I replay last night in my head. He took me to what we call the delivery room.

He had me lay back on the birthing bed as he put my feet in the stirrups, strapping them in with black leather cuffs. I felt his hands slide under my ass, pulling me down to the edge of the bed, removing my panties in the process. My breath caught when I felt his tongue dive into my pussy. His hands slid up my legs pushing my nightgown up. I placed my arms above my head when he stopped and growled at me when I tried to push his head away. He smiled before he went to town licking and sucking my clit until I came all over his face.

He stopped, grabbing the bed remote, moving the head of the bed up. He stopped it when I was almost sitting straight up, then moved the stirrups up closer to my head, pushing my legs wide, making my ass come off the bed a little more.

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