Page 10 of But I'm Still Standing

“Alligator cheesecake with pita bread, gumbo, and blackened chicken alfredo with voodoo sauce. Banana foster for dessert.” I ramble off all the food I miss.

I miss when Sin and I cooked together. He taught me how to make several NOLA delicacies. I may have told Fiona to just let mecook every once in a while, so I can have what I’m craving. I guess she took it to heart. I wonder what else I could get if I asked.

“Perfect! I think this new chef will surprise you tonight. She is excited for you to start making the menu for the week.” He sounds excited as he leads me to the front door.

“I’m excited to try it.” I try to act happy, but I’m too tired to really give it my all today.

We finally make it outside and I’m relieved I don’t have to stay in his stuffy office with him again today instead of going outside since it’s been raining. He has absolutely no taste when it comes to decorating. His office lacks any luster at all. Everything is black. I noticed he keeps a nice stock of alcohol in there along with his torture corner where he made me watch what he did to Dr. Kiefer after my ultrasound. I only watched the video, but I know that’s where he took her for her punishment. He made me sit on the nice black leather couch which points directly at his little torture corner. He watched how I reacted to the video. I didn’t show emotion. That bitch can fuck off. I’m not gonna lie, it was hot, the way she begged for more.

My hormones are all over the place and I have been horny as hell. I just refuse to give myself that kind of release. Not here. Sin will make it all better when he finds me.

I remember watching him strap her down to the contraption with her face down. I can still see her face through the hole in the headrest, similar to the ones at massage places. Her arms were strapped down to the arm rests with leather straps that buckle. The sex bench has moving parts to put someone in any position. She looks like a frog with her knees bent up and strapped down to the bench with leather straps securing them tightly to the bench as they dig into her skin, restricting any movement. She had an O ring gag holding her mouth open strapped to her head buckled in the back and secured with a lock holding the buckle in place. I watched as he spanked her with a belt after placing a but plug in her ass. Max picked up a remote off of the little table full of toys and hit a button making his captive squirm. He hit a button a couple more times until the good doctor was moaning.He placed the remote down and made his way around to the head of the bench, dropping down the head rest. He started fucking her mouth, holding her head up by her hair, making her gag and cry until he pulled out and came all over her face. He showed me the next video when that one ended with her still strapped to the bench sobbing, yet begging him for more. He took the but plug out and fucked her ass as he teased her pussy with a vibrator, never allowing her to come. The video finished showing a close up of her face as black tears mix with cum dripped down her face. I also haven’t seen the bitch since then. I wonder if I will have a new Dr next time.

“Is MJ meeting us at the stables?” I ask hopeful she is already down there.

“No, I have you all to myself until noon. MJ had some business with Fiona this morning. She should be back before we head back for lunch.”

I smile up at him not showing the disappointment on my face.

“I thought it would be nice if we took the side by side down to the river and around the rest of the property so you can get in some new scenery. You were a good girl this morning fixing your hair without question. I would like to reward you. Does that sound nice sweetheart?” he asks, almost as if he is daring me to say no.

“It would be nice to see something new, thank you Max. I just hope the ride isn’t too bumpy. If I’m not allowed to ride a horse, I’m sure Dr. Kiefer would go out of her mind if we went mudding.” I cast my eyes down as I roll them, noticing the smirk grow on his stupid face.

“You are probably right; we wouldn’t want to do anything that could harm baby Kohl.” He leans down, kissing my forehead as he places a hand on my belly. I close my eyes and take a breath. Don’t fight it Savvy, control your body, try to relax. I keep telling myself until he finally puts an inch between us, and I feel like I can breathe again.

“I’m actually more tired today than I have been, and my feet hurt for some reason.” I try to give him excuses as to why I seemuncomfortable, because it can’t be the slime ball acting like he is some knight in shining amor for bringing me food and letting me out of my room.

“Savanah, why didn’t you say so before we left the house?” He looks down at me, putting a finger under my chin, lifting until my eyes meet his. His eyes grow a little wider when he takes in my face.

“How long have you felt like this?” he asks, as I stumble back, feeling dizzy, then doubling over, and losing my breakfast. Max holds my hair back and helps hold me up. I feel sweat start to drip down my neck.

“Since about four a.m. I woke up from a nightmare and couldn’t go back to sleep. That’s been happening most nights since my ultrasound. I usually am able to finally fall asleep around two most of the time. I think I’m just tired and am overdoing it a bit.” I try to brush it off, knowing that the stress of this situation is exactly what is causing it, but it’s not like I can say you’re the problem along with your bitch doctor and psycho mother. I went through this after my brother put me in the hospital. The difference is, back then, I would wake up from the nightmare, and be in a safe place. Here, I wake up and I’m in the same hell I was dreaming about. It’s like my life has turned into one long nightmare, that I can’t wake up from, or even escape from in sleep.

Max sits me down next to the corrals on a square haybale before he takes out his phone and starts typing like a lunatic. He removes one of my boots and socks looking at my foot.

“Jesus Savvy, you are really swollen, sweetheart.”

I start to feel dizzy again and before I can say anything, everything goes black.

I wake up to the sound of Haley telling Klaus off while MJ snickers at the TV. I open my eyes to see MJ sitting up next to me with her legs crossed, while she tosses popcorn in her mouth. I smile at her innocence or what’s left of it.

“Hey girly, what did I miss?” I ask, making her jump.

She turns around on the bed to face me and takes my hand. “You scared the shit out of me. How are you feeling? You missed dinner with Fiona! That’s about it.”

“I’m okay. Just wore out. What did Dr. Kiefer say?” I ask hoping the baby is okay.

“Your body finally gave out from exhaustion. You can’t go on two or three hours of sleep for days on end while your body is growing another human being at the same time. Don’t worry, they gave you a mild sedative so you would rest. I get to stay here with you for the next few days and nurse you back to health. Think of it like a slumber party.” She grins from ear to ear almost bouncing.

“Sounds like more fun than I have had in a while. Can we get food though? I’m starving.” I chuckle as my stomach growls on cue.

“Of course, you missed lunch and dinner. What would you like? The new chef prepared what you had requested last night. I put your plate in the fridge, I’ll go heat it up for you. You have a cup of water next to you on your nightstand. Drink that and then you can have an apple juice.” She laughs as I roll my eyes.

“Water sucks.” I complain as I take a sip. Hmm, not so bad. “What did you put in this water?” I ask as I take another long sip on the straw.

“Orange slices, a quarter lemon, and a slice of pineapple. You can make water taste good, and the fruit is good for you.”

“Okay, I might like water now.” I laugh with MJ as she brings my food in on a huge tray that can sit on my lap. She helps me prop up a bunch of pillows behind me, so I can sit up and be comfortable.

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