Page 18 of Keeping Score

I’ll take anything Darius gives me because I’m still in love with the boy who stole my heart years ago.

“That’s not a good idea,” he rushes out but I know Darius, the tone of his voice and how he went rigid tells me he wants this too.

“It’s four days. After that you can go back to acting like you hate me when I know you don’t.”

“I do hate you!” he growls, and I roll my eyes, even though he can’t see me.

“I’ll pretend like I believe you and we can also pretend that your cock isn’t getting hard right now at the thought of being able to fuck me whenever and wherever you like because my brother isn’t here.” My words are his undoing, in a split second I’m on my back with my tall, dark and handsome bad boy looming above me. I reach up to touch him but he grips my wrists in each of his hands and pins them on either side of my head. Not one to go down without a fight, I open my legs wider and thrust my hips upward, then smile triumphantly when I feel his hard cock brush against my pussy. “Who’s the liar now?” I taunt. His eyes darken but in the most delicious way. I know that look and it means Darius is going to fuck me into submission until I tell him I was wrong and he was right, even when he wasn’t.

“You know I’m gonna make you take that back, right?” The husky tone of his voice has my fucking pussy fluttering! I lock mylegs around his waist and pull him down to me, gasping when I feel the tip of his cock push against my entrance, his eyes blaze with need.

“Give me these four days and I’ll let you do whatever you want to me. I’ll take them back right now if you give in.” I can’t keep the desperation out of my voice even if I tried. I need this and I know he does too. We can work everything else out on Tuesday but for now, I just want to let our bodies do the talking and fool myself into thinking that Darius could somehow be mine one day. That will never happen after I do what I have to do, but four days with him means I’ll finally be able to let him go and in my own weird way, say goodbye.

“Four days,” he says as he slowly pushes inside me, drawing a moan from deep within my chest. “Wherever and whenever I want. You deny me once and the deal is off, got it?”

“Yes,” I moan.

“I want to fuck in the living room while Beckett is next to us, you gonna say no?” he asks just as he buries himself fully inside me, I moan. “Answer me,” he snaps as he begins to thrust in and out of me lazily.

“No, I’ll fuck you in front of him whatever you want, just don’t stop moving, please!” He places a quick kiss to the tip of my nose before saying,

“Good girl.” His thrust grows harder and deeper—fuck he feels so good inside me! He releases his hold on my wrists, rests back on his haunches then pulls me up so I’m sitting on top of him. I look at him and my heart lurches to life at the sight of this God beneath me. I wrap my arms around his shoulders and capture his lips in a kiss that I hope conveys everything I feel for him. “Move for me, Goldie,” he rasps out, and I do just that. I glide up and down on his cock. He feels so much deeper from this angle and fuck, it feels so good. He captures my nipple inhis mouth and swipes his tongue over my enlarged bud pulling a moan from me.

“Bite it!” I demand. He clamps his teeth on my nipple and that’s it, I cry out as my pussy clenches his cock trying to milk it of its cum as I come all over his cock.

“That’s it baby, ride me while you come.” Shudders wrack my body as I come down from my high. He places a soft kiss to my lips before maneuvering us so he is once again on top of me. Unlike last time, he doesn’t rush. He takes his time sliding in and out of me, making sure I can feel every glorious inch of him. His hands cup either side of my face as he bends down, I expect him to kiss me but he doesn’t, he holds my stare as he makes… love to me.

Moisture gathers in the corners of my eyes. Darius may not be able to say it with words but he is saying it with his body, he loves me but something from our past still haunts him to the point he can’t let me in.

My emotions get the better of me, before I can stop them the words fly out of my mouth. “I love you.” My eyes widen but I don’t regret saying them because they are true. He doesn’t miss a beat, his pace remains the same and his expression doesn’t change as he speaks.

“I know you do, Goldie,” is all he says before he kisses me. Questions swirl through my mind and I feel hurt but what did I expect? For him to say it back? All thought flees my body when he pushes deeper inside me, drawing a long deep moan from me, he breaks the kiss and buries his face in the side of my neck. He sucks my flesh into his mouth while he fucks me, and his pace begins to quicken.

“Oh God, like that,” I say, he keeps the same pace and intensity, a minute goes by and my pussy clamps down on his cock.

“Fuck yes, come with me, baby,” he growls out, gives two more pumps and then we are both flying over the edge into euphoric bliss. My pussy is greedy and clamping down on him, not wanting him to ever leave. I have to agree with her. But the moment he pulls out of me he rests his hands on the tops of my knees, pushes my legs open wider and smiles possessively. “Fuck, do you know how good you look with my cum dripping out of you?” My eyes open so wide they begin to hurt.

“What the fuck! You didn’t put a condom on?” He shoots me a condescending look.

“You were the one who pulled my cock intoyou!” I roll my eyes.

“How do I know you didn’t catch anything from that ratty bitch you had over?” His brows hit his hairline and it pisses me off when I see him trying to fight his smile from breaking free. “I’m serious, this isn’t funny!” I snap.

“So, you’re more worried you caught herpes than you are that you might be pregnant?” I glare up at him, also fully aware I am naked and have his cum currently dripping out of me. I feel it sliding into my ass and fight the shudder that wants to break free. Darius doesn’t miss a beat, running his finger through my folds, capturing his cum and pushing it back inside me. I can’t help the moan that breaks free. “My cum belongs inside you,” he says as he pulls his finger out and smears it over my stomach. “And on you.” His words shouldn’t turn me on but they fucking do. As if he has a direct link to my pussy, it clamps down trying to hold his cum inside me.

To distract myself from thoughts of him fucking me again and coming in my mouth I answer his question. “I’m on the pill and have been since I was fourteen, remember? It helps control the flow of my periods.” He smirks and nods, motherfucker. “You remembered?” He quirks a brow at me.

“I’ve never fucked a girl without a condom, Leah, and I also never fucked Chelsea. You are the only one and of course I remembered. I would never take an uncalculated risk like that.” Embarrassment washes over me, his features soften at the sight. “Come on, we need to clean you up so I can fill you up again.” I frown at him in confusion and he rolls his eyes playfully. “We’re going to wash my cum out of your beautiful cunt then I’m going to fuck you in the shower and fill you up. Tonight, you will wear panties to bed so I know my cum will stay right where it belongs.”

I fucking moan at his dirty depraved words. I can’t lie to myself though, it has always been a turn on for me seeing Darius get all possessive and alpha male. Some women hate it but I’m not one of them. When he slips off the bed and offers me his hand, I take it without hesitation, excited for him to ruin me over the next four days beforeIruin him.

Darius

I sip my protein shake and lean over the railing on the back porch as I watch Leah, Katie and Cody practice their dance. I don’t know what the fuck any of the moves are called but I do know Leah looks fucking good doing them. The three girls are standing around in a makeshift circle having a water break. Leah throws her head back and laughs at something Katie says. I watch her body tense and her laughter die off as she peers over shoulder at me. I smirk, I knew she would feel me watching her. She always said that she could pick me out in a room full of people blindfolded. What she doesn’t know is the same goes for me. Her eyes twinkle in delight at the sight of me shirtless and wearing low-slung basketball shorts.

She’s going to pay for letting me wake up to an empty bed. I’ll admit, the moment I woke up and felt her side empty I panicked until I heard laughter and peeked out the window to see her outside with her friends. I decided to work out in the basementwhile she trained. We didn’t get much sleep last night but fuck, I’ve never felt so alive. She shoots me a wink before turning back to her friends who both shoot her a knowing look. She shrugs and the three of them laugh before dropping their drinks and getting ready to go another round.

“You’re playing with fire.” My shoulders slump and my good mood sours at the sound of Beckett’s voice. I know he is only trying to watch out for Corvin and me in his own way but I’m a big boy and know what I’m doing. He slides up beside me and mimics my position, but instead of a protein shake, he sips a coffee. When I see him in a pair of sweats and shirtless, I quirk a brow.

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