“With what? You?”
“Put your palms against the headboard. I don’t want to screw you through the wall.”
He’s notching himself to my entrance, bear. I freeze. He freezes as our skin makes contact. God, I want to just shove him in me. I want to feel him without a barrier. I want his heat and his seed, hot and deep inside of me.
“How failproof is your IUD?”
“Better than ninety-nine percent.”
His eyes lock with mine. I think he’s going to reach for the condom anyway, but he doesn’t move. “I’d be lying if I said I didn’t think about this. Didn’t crave it.”
“Without the condom, we might be back down to a minute.”
His lips twitch. It’s fun, sassing him this way. Instead of fighting against him, giving it to him as good as I know I’ll get back, clawing my place into the world with every breath and every word, it’s so much more enjoyable to channel that energy into something that can be playful.
“I’m going to destroy your pussy for that.”
“What? Fuck all the doubt out of me?”
“Yes.”
“Destroy as in, we’ll both be wrecked?”
“Undoubtedly.”
“Then you undoubtedly should.”
His cock is so huge that when he pushes inside, I whimper even though I’m watching him do it and he’s not a beast about it. I put my own flexibility to the test when I reach up and grasp his shoulders, bracing myself that way.
He groans, dipping his face to the inside of my ankle as he fills me. He’s watching himself do it and I’m watching him go heavy lidded with the feel and sight of it.
“Fuck, Ella. Fucking gorgeous. So beautiful. Taking my dick like you were made for me.”
Like I’m made for him.Why does that sound so dangerously true with every passing day?
He changes it up, curling his huge hands around my thighs. He slides my legs from his shoulders, pulling back enough so that he can split them apart. He bends forward, inhaling the scent of our joined bodies.
“Heaven,” he rumbles. “You smell like it. feel like it…” He inserts his finger carefully, forcing me to take it even though I’m already stretched around his cock. I pant through the extra fullness until he removes it, brings it to his mouth, and sucks it clean. “Taste like it too.”
Oh mygod.
When his eyes open back up after licking his finger clean, his animal determination is clear. “Hands on the headboard, El. Now.” He doesn’t even try to pretend like he’s not losing control and fast.
I want to see him break apart, want to feel him in every part of me, nothing between us.
I get my wish as he grasps my hips, bends over me, lowers my legs so that my feet are braced on the bed, and rams into me like a man possessed.
My hands slam against the wood headboard. It takes all my strength not to get pushed through it. I can hold my own, but Raiden is tall, strong, and fucking me like there isn’t going to be another chance.
There damn well better be.
I want tomorrow.
The day after.
So many more.
I want them with him.