“Mmmmkay,” she purrs.
I look up to find her looking at me, her lashes start, eyes black with desire. I want her looking at me when she takes my dick. I want her riding me, annihilating me, fucking me senseless with her goddess body. I want to look up into her eyes and see her destroying herself as she drives me deeper and deeper inside of her.
Soon.
But first, she’s going to be screaming, coming on my fingers.
Or not.
She twists away from me, pushing my face back to give me some warning before she slides out from under me. “If you’re not inside of me in ten seconds, I’m going to die,” she says, voice so pained and pleading that I almost believe she’s serious.
I stand up, get my jeans and boxers off in the least graceful, most frantic way, and then take a full minute to appreciate what’s on display for me.
Widow is on her knees, hips raised in the air, her stomach and breasts pressed into the bed. The position only exaggerates her full, round ass. She’s bared to me almost lewdly, her perfect pussy glistening and open for me.
I want to shove my face back into her and eat her until she’s so swollen and exhausted that she can’t hold herself up anymore.
Instead, I grab a condom out of the nightstand. There’s no way I’m going in raw, not if we’re both clean and not if she’s on birth control. There is zero room for a fuck up here. We’re not in love. Our situation is beyond complicated. I am not bringing a child into this.
I stroke my fingers down her wet seam from front to back, smearing her juices all the way up to her asshole. Ass play of any kind has never really done it for me, but seeing her firm ass makes my mouth water and my cock weep precum into the condom. If she told me to fuck there, put my fingers there andfill her, eat her asshole while she’s riding my fingers, any fucking combo, I would.Gladly.
My balls are so heavy they’re painful. My cock is like a blunt weapon I’m so hard.
I grasp her hips and kneel on the bed behind her.
I grit my teeth, determined not to be a beast that ruts into her in a single stroke. My cock is not small. It’s not even a nice-looking dick. It’s just long and thick and it’s going to tear her apart if I’m not careful.
I wouldn’t hurt her for anything. Even if I have to pull out and blow my load in the condom, shame the fuck out of myself, I’d do that before I ever caused her pain.
She turns around and watches me. “Raiden. Dying. Please. Fill me. Now.”
“Are you on the pill?”
“You’re using a condom.”
She reaches between her legs, and I can see her stroking her clit. Playing her fingers through her own juices. Heading to her entrance. I want to bat her hand away and do it for her, but who I am to tell her she can’t touch her own body?
“Not coming inside of you unless you’re on the pill.”
She tenses and I wonder if she’s going to flip me off, grab her shit, somehow work a miracle to get back into hose jeans, and leave. “You trust me enough to give you an honest answer?”
“Of course!”
I don’t know what the choked sound she makes means. “I have an IUD. It’s not the pill, but it’s basically the same thing.”
“I know what it is.”
“Okay.”
“Can I finish inside?”
My dick is practically at her entrance. She slips her hand back, stroking it up my length. My eyes practically cross because it’s such a strange, contorted position and I have the best view of all of it from back here.
“I’d like that. I’d like you to get inside and not leave. I’m about to be desperate enough to make you fill me up right away.” Her hips surge against me and since I’m lined up with her entrance already, my cockhead stretches her and enters her.
“Ella…” I gather up a fist of her long, soft hair, thread my fingers through it, and tug just hard enough that her head cants back. “This okay?”
“Yeah. Harder.Please. I’m not a scared virgin. You can fuck me like you mean it. You’re not going to break me. A little pain is more than okay with me.”