“Bye, babe.”
He left, and I stayed for a few minutes, just smiling at the ceiling like a fool. Funny enough, his words made me want totext Ruby. I turned and grabbed my phone and noticed the six missed calls from my brother and three from Lizzie.
Crap.
I called Lizzie first.
“Oh, thank God, you’re alive.”
“Why wouldn’t I be alive?
“Bianca, we’ve been calling you since you left the wedding upset last night and didn’t come home. We were worried about you.”
“Shit. You’re right. I’m sorry.”
There was a pause. “I was really scared. I’ve never seen you like that.”
“I know. I try to hide what I feel most times, but it’s hard around her. It’s just so overwhelming and I can’t control my emotions.”
“Are you better today? Are you all right now?”
“Lizzie, I’m more than all right. I am fabulous.”
“Wait…what…uh…what happened after you left with Jager?”
I waited, not saying a word, and smiled as I heard Lizzie piece it together.
“Did you and Jager…did you guys…?”
“Yes.”
She squealed, and I pulled the phone away from my ear. “Well, I didn’t think you’d take it that well.”
“If you and Jager had a fabulous night, then I couldn’t be happier for you. You deserve some fun, girl.”
“I do. It’s been a while for sure.”
“So, what are you guys doing today? Are you staying at his place?”
“No, we stayed at a hotel last night.”
“Oh, that’s romantic.”
“It was.”
“Hold up.” There was a muffled sound on the other end of the line. “Yes, I’m talking to Bianca. She’s fine. Well, I’d say better than fine.”
I chuckled.
“Don’t be ridiculous,” Lizzie admonished.
“What did River say?”
“That it was irresponsible of you…blah, blah, blah. It’s fine. You’re fine. That’s all that matters.”
“I should have answered my phone. But no, I don’t regret leaving. I couldn’t take it anymore.”
“I’m sorry. I feel like it’s not my place to say anything to your mom.”