“Only you and me.” I gasp, not sure why I’m repeating his words other than him telling me to.
“That’s right, just you and me. Bitches can try all they want, but this dick slides into only one pussy from now on, and that’s yours. You got me?”
“Yes.” I nod jerkily and hold on as he picks up pace and takes me over the edge into the abyss. My eyes haze over, and I’m left feeling more than I thought possible, and that’s with how he’d made me feel the other time we did it.
Aries jerks up, arms going under my thighs, shifts, and plows harder into me, taking me until he snarls my name, his cum spurting inside me.
In the midst of such heaven, a thought crosses my mind like I’d been plunged into the Arctic Ocean. He hadn’t used a condom. Not the first time, nor this time.
Aries drops next to me, his cock popping out my entrance with a squishing noise that I would probably have found embarrassing any other time. He drags me into his arms and holds me there, arms tight. “When I say you’re mine, Scamp, means I’m also yours. No one else enters this room. Nor do they get close to this bed.
“But what about out there?” He says one thing, but systematics really do mean something in the real world. “You say no one in here, but what about on the other side of the door?”
Aries slides his fingers into my hair, grips tight enough not to hurt me to get my attention as he lifts my head. “This is the last time I’m saying it, Rory. There isn’t gonna be other bitches touching my cock. I’ve got the pussy I want right here in my bed.”
“Okay,” I breathe out. Hearing the sincerity of his words, I could tell he’s speaking the truth. Or I hope that’s what I’m seeing.
“Now, let’s get some sleep, Scamp, I’ve slept like shit this past week, and I’m wiped.”
“Why didn’t you use a condom?” I blurt out.
“I didn’t,” he confirms, lifts, and brushes his lips against mine. “I’ve never fucked you with a condom on. Not back then. Not gonna do it now.”
“But you don’t know if I’m clean or not,” I tell him. “For that matter, I don’t know if you are.”
Roger never wore one either, and he’d taken me after taking other women.
“If you’re worried about fuckwad having given you something, Mace ran your blood work. He checked you out and gave me the report. You’re good, Scamp. Nothing to worry about.”
“You say that like it was just me to have to worry about,” I grumble and try to pull away from him.
“You think I’d fuck you without knowing I was clean?” he demands, forcing me to stay exactly where I was. “I wouldn’t do that to you, Rory. One, because I’d had a physical a month ago. Mace’s parents came by the clubhouse demanding we all get one. As his mother stated, we’re around women who have no problem taking as many men as they can. She doesn’t want to see any of us getting an STD before she officially retires.”
“Yeah, so now, you know I’m clean,” he states, getting back on topic. “You got nothing to worry about?—”
“Yes, I do,” I cut him off.
“What’s that?”
“I’m not on birth control,” I tell him. “I haven’t been since before the miscarriage.” A pang of hurt flows through me at the easy way I mention it. For so long, I’ve struggled with thinking about it, and in this past week, I’ve not only had to tell him but it’s been on my mind a lot.
Aries stares at me for a bit before finally shrugging and letting my hair go. “So, you get pregnant, you get pregnant.”
The nonchalant way he states this gives me a shiver that courses up and down my spine and has my stomach twisting. Hecouldn’t mean that, could he? The thought of being pregnant for so long has terrified me. I don’t know how else to feel about it.
CHAPTER 19
ARIES
What the hell am I thinking, having not used a condom? I wasn’t, I only wanted to feel her slick and bare against my cock. Even with seeing the terror in her eyes at the thought of her getting knocked up, I didn’t give a damn.
Last night, after my words, Rory didn’t say anything. She didn’t have to. Her expression said it all for her. She’s gonna have to learn to trust me and know that I’m not going to fuck around on her. Nor am I going to do anything to hurt her. I’m gonna have to show her that what Roger did was fucked and not on her.
“You got your head in the clouds,” Kevlar mutters, nudging me with his elbow.
I cock a brow and look at him with a smirk. “Not in the clouds, brother. More like between a sweet pair of legs.”
I left Rory in bed, passed out on her stomach after taking her yet again this morning. Her breathy gasps have a way of making me hard just thinking about them. The only downside to it all was the look she’d gotten in her eyes last night. But not oncedid she demand I wear a condom or that I not get her pregnant. She’s frightened by it, but in my gut, I’m sure she’d want it.