Chapter 34
Felicity
He loves me. I love him. Holy hell, he’s making up for weeks of no kissing. We’ve sat on this couch kissing numerous times. Sometimes sweet and slow while others have been hot and fiery. This is neither. Connor is kissing like a man struggling for survival. This kiss is both a plea and a promise. His lips speaking what his heart feels.
Awkwardly, I kick off my boots and slip across his lap. Running my hands through his hair, nails scraping his scalp, I fight him for control of this kiss. I’ve missed this, missed him. We tangle, our hands and our tongues. Tugging at my shirt, he pulls it over my head, leaving me topless in only my black bra.
His mouth drops to the top of my breasts, placing a kiss to one then the other. It’s nothing overtly sexual but still, I’m falling quickly into an orgasm. Just the friction of being in his lap and his mouth on me once again has my pulse racing.
Just as I’m about to fall over the edge, he stands, gripping my waist and carrying me to the bed. Slowly laying me back he looks down at me, eyes dark with desire. My already activated libido is now in hyper drive. I’m desperate for him. I need him.
“I need you.”
A low growl isn’t what I expected, and I snicker. That gets me a glare, which doesn’t help the need to giggle. Biting my top lip, I lift up and grab the back of his neck, pulling him down to a kiss. Melting into the bed, I pull him close until we’re both gasping for air. Standing, he strips out of his clothes and sheaths himself before I even manage to get my shorts off.
Once I’m completely naked, he settles between my legs. Lifting my feet, to cross over his ass, he once again surprises me when he flips us, landing me on top. Quirking a brow, I look down at him.
“You’re in control, baby. However much you want from me.”
Taking his hands, I lift them to my breasts, encouraging him to touch me. Enjoying the surges each flick of my nipples sends through my body, I rise and adjust myself over his shaft, slowly lowering myself until he’s deep inside of me.
“I want it all.”
“You have it. All of me. I love you.”
Closing my eyes, I tilt my head back and relish in the feeling of his words washing over me. His hands move, they’re touching every inch of my skin, encouraging me to move. I rotate my hips, loving how deep he is inside me. I move and shift, each movement hitting the sweet spot inside that draws me close to the edge of a cliff of ecstasy. Being with Connor is life-changing. Not just sex but in a relationship.
With this man, I’ve found myself again. The person I want to be, the person I believe I can be. I’ve never known what was missing in my life but now I know. Love. The love of this man.