Page 88 of Seduced By Contract

"I don't know anything about love, other than this crazy combination of feelings and lust that you awaken in me,Madison, but about relationships, I have no doubt that there has to be trust. I made a mistake with you by not being one hundred percent honest about my life and future, and for that I ask for your forgiveness, but if you expect me to try to convince you to allow yourself to truly be with me while you continue to protect yourself, you don't know me that well."

"I'm here."

"Offering me sex, like you always do. I was the one who always tried to get to know you better. You never wanted to know about my life or family. Even on the day I began to explain my past, I had to insist that you listen to me."

"I was afraid of falling in love."

"And I wasn't? Hell, the only example I’ve had of a male/female relationship resulted in my father shooting himself in the head because he couldn't imagine living without her, even after he was sure that not only had she cheated on him but that she had left him for his best friend!"

She looks at me, scared, but I'm also terrified by the strength of my feelings.

"When I stay still and don’t touch you, I almost feel physical pain. All I want is to lay you down on this table and fuck you so hard that we both forget our own names, but I need more than your pussy, Madison. I want it all: a future for both of us."

"I don't know if I can do it," she says, and it's like being stabbed.

I gave you everything. I have nothing more to offer.

I turn my back and move away.

Seconds later, I feel her arms around my body.

"I don't know if I can trust anyone completely, but I'm going to die trying, because the other option is to be without you and be unhappy for the rest of my life."

Her mouth wanders over my skin, which, even with the freezing rain, is feverish. Her hands touch my chest, my nipples, my abdomen, and I know I should stop her, but I don't want to.

"What are you offering me, Madison?"

She starts to masturbate my cock, her teeth biting me hard, in a contrast of pleasure and pain, exactly how we are to each other.

Despite all the love we may feel, it's not easy for either of us to let our guard down and trust, but the option to turn our backs on this crazy, intense feeling is even more fucked up.

"Everything, Zeus. I will strip myself of any protection if you do the same."

I turn to face her and pick her up. Without tests or foreplay, I enter her pussy completely. "Don't you know that I did that a long time ago? You are a part of me, Madison. It's in my blood."

"Zeus..." she whispers, breathlessly, seconds before I take her mouth.

My breathing is also heavy, from a mixture of emotion that only she can extract from me: lust, anger, and love. An explosive combination, just like the two of us.

She trembles in my arms, and just like that, both of us having surrendered, discarded the armor we always wear against the world, I realize how much I've been fooling myself this whole time.

"It was always love," I say, holding her ass and making her come down hard on me. "It was never just sex. From the moment I entered your body for the first time, I knew I had arrived home."

She holds my hair tightly. "Don't play with me."

"Never."

The act is brutal, almost insane. The kisses, licks, and bites transforming from anger to passion.

Our hands want to be everywhere at once; her nails tear the flesh of my back amidst her moans of pleasure.

It's a desperate search for connection. A silent promise, an agreement made with our bodies: no matter what happens, we love each other and we will stay together.

I fuck her for minutes, maybe hours, and the rage inside me doesn't calm down. She comes two, three times, and I still don't stop.

"I love you," she repeats, moving up and down on me.

"I can no longer imagine my life without you, Madison."

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