My nails dug into Ren’s ass when I pushed him some more so I could deep-throat him. My mouth felt so full, my lips stretched a little too much, and my eyes watered, but when he cursed and he started thrusting furiously against me, it made it all worth it.
He fisted my hair, holding me in place as he fucked my mouth hard. I gagged and moaned, and it wasn’t sexy, but it was perfect. Then I felt it, the way his dick started to twitch and spurts of his release shot inside and out of my mouth, dripping down my chin. As he began to pull out of me, I still sucked him, taking every last drop.
“Fuck.”He groaned softly as he looked down at me with a tender look in his eyes.
Ren helped me up. With his thumb, he removed cum from the corner of my lips and brought it to my mouth, where I sucked it off.
“Who does your pussy get wet for?” he asked.
“You.”
He hummed his approval.
We finished the rest of the shower quietly as he massaged my hair with his shampoo and lathered my body with soap. My body was in front of his as he moved both hands to cup my breasts, pinching and pulling my nipples. Then as he held my waist, his other hand came down between my legs. He moved his fingers over my slit slowly, teasingly. His mouth came to my neck, licking the water, then kissing until he started to suck my skin.
My hips moved against his hands as I moaned, “You’re hurt.”
He spoke against my neck; the movement of his lips caused me to shiver. “A little pain won’t stop me from owning you.”
I moaned when he inserted two fingers inside of me.
Ren cursed. “Fuck, right there.Thatlittle noise.”
His fingers kept moving in and out, and then he traced them to my clit, where he gently rubbed it. I threw my hand up, grabbing hair, needing something else to hold on to.
It had never been like this—an all-consuming need to be devoured. Silas wanted to own me, but he never did. It was all about him and never about me. With Ren, even when we didn’t want it, I came first. My health, my safety—I was important.
“I’m going to own all of you,” Ren vowed. “I’m going to fuck this pretty little mouth.” He ran his fingers across my lips. “Destroy this tight little pussy.” His hand glided down to cup me between my legs, stroking my clit lightly, making me dizzy.
By the time I felt his finger in my other entrance, I froze. I remembered the pain that came the last time I was taken there.
“One day, I’m going to own this too.”
He added slight pressure from his thumb as he kissed my cheek softly. I closed my eyes tightly, trying to prevent my mind from goingthere. Ren removed his hand from my ass and brought both to my waist. He peppered more kisses on my cheeks until I opened my eyes again. When I did, I felt calm. He wasn’t going there today, but one day, and maybe one day I’d be ready, because I would love for him to erase everywhere Silas had ever been.
Ren turned off the water. He grabbed my hand and led me out of the shower. It was at that moment that I let everything go—who I was, who I had been. His hands were stained with murder, yet I trusted them completely. It might be stupid to follow the devil, but he was once an angel too.
“Get on the bed and spread your legs.” He gave me a push.
I saw him wince a bit as he followed behind me. I wasn’t going to ask him to take it easy because that wasn’t the kind of man he was. He had a point to prove, and a little pain wouldn’t prevent him from doing so.
Once I was on the bed, I spread my legs. I ran my hands from my breast down to my navel, then between my thighs. I could hear him breathing heavily.
“Play with your cunt,” he rasped, his eyes were at my sex.
He bit his lip as I used two fingers to tease my folds, my clit, then when I inserted them, he hummed his approval. The fact that he was watching me made it all that much hotter.
I started to grind my hips against my fingers, when Ren snatched my hand away, holding on to my wrist with a vicelike grip. He looked like a bull ready to strike, his eyes with a hint of maniac in them. He brought my wrist to his mouth, licking the side of my fingers, then the rest before he put them in his mouth.
“I’ve never eaten this much pussy in my life,” he admitted before he threw my legs over his shoulder.
He gave a slow stroke from my entrance to my clit. Then he let the tip of his tongue circle my little bundle of nerves. My stomach felt like a coil, so strung out, ready to come apart at any moment. My hand went to his hair, softly running my fingers through his scalp. Ren kissed me down there tenderly, then gave me lashes of his wicked tongue.
“Oh, fuck, Ren,”I screeched when he nibbled on my clit.
His teeth gently pulling at it felt divine. I was so close already. I only needed a little more and I would go off like a bullet. I felt Ren smiling between my legs. His mouth moved to the apex of my thighs, where he sucked on the skin. I never knew that could feel so good. Once he was happy, he did the same to the other side, all while I felt like I was burning up. My clit throbbed and my pussy convulsed, tired of being on edge.
“Ren please,” I begged.