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Now he was excited to use it with Diamond and he… Ben snapped back to the moment when he heard.

“Does it hurt?”

He lost his train of thought again when he felt her warm fingers gently caress the head of his penis, her fingers dancing around the metal barbell as if afraid to touch it because it would hurt him. He groaned, and she pulled her hand away.

He gently pulled her hand back and moved her fingers across the head and the metal bar; he lost himself staring into a pair of dark eyes that watched his expression as her hand ran over him, his eyes closed and his breathing quickening when she ran her fingers down the length of his hard staff before wrapping her hand around him and then running it up and down and then over his crown; he could feel that he was leaking precum because he was excited to finally feel her hands on him.

“Does this feel nice?” She said huskily.

“Yes.” He shrugged out of his bathrobe and tossed it down on the floor, not caring where it landed. She got up onto her knees, now facing him. He opened his eyes to see her reach out with her other hand that now began to explore his chest, and as she gently pumped him, his hips began to move in time with her hand descending to his base. He could feel his cock becoming more engorged and knew he was close and didn’t want his first time with his wife to be coming all over her hand.

He’d waited so long to get a sweet taste of her pussy and in a haze of want and desire to be one with Diamond. He pushed her back against the mattress, taking her mouth as he lowered himself on top of her, spreading her legs wide. He couldn’t waitany longer, and with one strong thrust, he embedded himself inside of her. He almost exploded, especially when she raked her nails hard down his back, breaking his skin, the sweet pain making him buck inside of her. His mouth moving over hers, taking what she was offering. He lifted her leg and rose his hips up so that his cock angled down and hit her clit every time he entered her.

He could feel her hot moisture coating his cock, and he moved, making sure that the barbell was hitting her in the right spot. Diamond was making soft noises in the back of her throat, her hands now in his hair, pulling it tight, her other leg wrapped itself around his waist, and her hips began to move in time with his thrusts. She felt so damned good and tight. She was so snug that he couldn’t hold back much longer; he was glad she was so wet that his size and the force of his thrusting was giving her pleasure rather than pain. He did not want to ever hurt his jewel of light.

Ben planted his hands on either side of her head and raised himself up on his hands, his body now curved above her as he thrust hard and fast; he was now beginning to sweat from the heat between them and groaned when he felt Diamond’s hands on his chest, her fingers running up and down on his wet skin and then transferring it to his nipples, making them hard and sensitive now to her touch. He looked down, shaking some of his hair out of his face that had fallen from being damp, and felt her cup his jaw before pushing two of her fingers into his mouth, and he sucked on them as she squeezed and pulled him with each pass inside of her welcoming sheath.

Ben pumped hard inside of her, reaching her cervix once, twice, before his body erupted in time with her bucking hips, signaling her orgasm. She was squeezing him so strongly that the pain of it felt delicious. He stiffened, his body shaking as hiscock pumped his essence, mixing with her wetness. He lowered his mouth to hers, consuming her again in a heated kiss that went on even when their bodies began to cool. He could feel her wetness on her thighs and on his too and pulled away from her mouth, dropping a quick kiss as he pulled his now flaccid cock out of her.

He moved to get out of the bed to get a towel to clean them off before he got hard again when he froze. His eyes staring down at his penis and thighs in disbelief at what he was now suddenly seeing. Ben raised his stunned gaze to Diamond, seeing her as she lay spread out on the bed, holding herself still under his gaze.

He backed away from her as rage and sorrow flooded him.What have I done?

“Ben?” She stared and then shifted on the bed; her face winced in pain when she moved.

He stood now at the edge of the bed. Not moving or saying anything.

“Ben, why are you standing there? Is something wrong?” She moved and took a part of the sheets to cover herself.

“Ben? Say something.” She sat up and reached out her hand to touch him.

He backed away as emotion swirled through him. He turned and left the room. Leaving his wife alone and he knew bewildered. Just as he was now. But he needed to be alone now to think and to handle his pain and the thought of the pain and not pleasure he’d given his new bride.

Diamond was a virgin.

And like a beast, he’d taken it from her.

Chapter 10

Diamond closed her open mouth, which was a first for her; no man had ever walked away from her like she carried a disease. When she envisioned her wedding night, it damn sure wasn’t this.

Well, she had to own the fact that she’d never told anyone that she was a virgin. But he should be honored to be her first sexual lover; instead, Ben runs away from their marriage bed. She folded her arms against her naked breasts and moaned because they were still a bit sensitive from his suckling and then flinched when she moved her legs toward the end of the bed. She flushed with the memory of what led up to him bolting from the room. She’d meant to tell him after she got out of the tub and prepared in the lingerie Diamond received from the wardrobe assistant that had showed up prepared with the different items from the bridal shop.

She didn’t even get to wear that, it was a peak-a-boo barely there white two piece set with feathered high heel slippers but all of that had gone out the window when he’d pleasured her not once, not twice but several times so that she’d lost all train of thought and had been swept up in the moment with Ben to the point when he had penetrated her it had felt so good at first, she was so sensitized now and his cock and the ring set fire to her nerves in her inner walls that was until he breached her hymen, the pain from it had caused her to rake her nails along his back from it but then between the burn and his movement, the pain and pleasure mingling sent her over the edge and she’d come hard and had continued until he spent himself on top of her.

She was sore and sticky, but her body thrummed with energy, and she marveled at the heights he’d taken her to and wanted it again, and again, and again. She winced,probably not right now;her high from his lovemaking was starting to drop, and she shivered. She made her way to the washroom and cleaned herself off, grumbling under her breath the whole while, and then took the silken white robe that came with the nightgown and padded barefoot out her bathroom door that connected to the hallway and went in search of her husband.

Diamond frowned because it looked like he was nowhere in sight until she saw a light on in a room that she hadn’t seen until now, and she approached silently and then pressed her ear against it, at first hearing nothing, and then she heard glass clink down on something.

She knocked lightly and received silence in response. “Ben, I know you are in there. We need to talk.”

“Not now. Go to bed; we can talk in the morning.”

“I am not going anywhere until we talk.”

“Diamond.”

“I will just sit on the floor and wait—”