Page 28 of The Greatest Gift

“Have you done this before?” I ask timidly, scooting back toward the edge of the bed so my legs are spread around him, hanging off the mattress.

“Anal? Sure. I did some research so just tell me what works and what doesn’t.”

I nod, bracing myself for the worst. Nakul presses a kiss to my inner thigh before working his way up to my cock. “What—what are you doing?”

“Relaxing you, love. You have to relax for this to work. It might hurt a little bit but I promise to make it good.” I can see in his eyes that he wants this as much as I do. Trusting him, I lay flat on the mattress just as he swallows my cock.

A low, unbidden groan falls from my lips before I clasp my hands over my mouth. Then I hear it—the snap of a cap and the squirt of lube. I’ve done anal a few times so I know the process but I’ve never been on the receiving end. Nakul works me over, licking and sucking my cock so that I almost don’t notice the finger circling my ass.

I writhe beneath him, not sure whether to push back against the finger or thrust into Nakul’s mouth. He slowly pushes inside, adding another one when he feels that I’m ready. The slight burn falls away to pleasure, another groan coming from me when he hits a certain spot.

“What the fuck is that?”

Nakul looks up at me and grins, brushing over it several more times. I thrust up into his mouth, unable to keep from moving. My eyes roll into the back of my head as he continues to massage that spot inside of my ass before I’m spilling down his throat. “It’s a pleasure spot,” Nakul muses as he pulls off my cock and stands up. He licks his lips as he stares down at me, grinning like he just won the lottery. “I told you I’d make you feel good, Judd.”

I push to my feet on shaky legs, my body thrumming with energy. I never knew that spot existed but now that I do, I want more. “God, Nakul, that… I have no words.”

He helps me onto the bed, this time facing me away from him, his lips hovering over my ear. “I’m going to make love to you. I’m going to show you what it feels like and then I hope you’ll let me hold you during the night.”

“Yes, I want that,” I respond.

“Do you want me to wear a condom? I’m negative but—”

“No, I want to feel you. I’m negative too but I want this… I want all of you, Nakul,” I whisper, Nakul tangling his fingers with mine. I curl my hands, locking us together just as he lines himself up with my ass. I don’t even have to tell him to go slow as he inches inside, waiting for me to be comfortable enough to move again. I tense, tightening my grip on his hands as I do.

“Breathe, love. Judd, breathe with me or it’s going to hurt.”

Pain hovers around my ass as I try to focus on something else but it isn’t working. Until Nakul leans down and starts nibbling on my ear, his tongue curling around the lobe. I whine into the pillow, rocking against the mattress for relief as Nakul sinks the rest of the way inside.

“God, you’re so fucking big,” I mumble, trying to find comfort in this position. Nakul rocks against my ass and then there it is—the explosion of pleasure as he brushes against that spot. I bury my face farther into the pillows before nodding, telling Nakul to move.

He slides back out and slowly pushes back in, gently ramping up his pace until my entire body is alight with pleasure, the unintelligible sounds coming from my mouth getting lost in the sheets. His movements stutter, signaling that he’s close, Nakul leaning over my back again.

“Where do you want me, love?”

“Inside,” I breathe. I don’t even know why but I want to feel all of him,everything. I grunt as he brushes against that spot again and then my body shudders as I come for a second time, Nakul unloading in my ass seconds later. He continues to fuck me through it, the squelch of his release prolonging the pleasurable sensations.

A few moments later, he collapses beside me, both of us staring at each other as we catch our breath. I’m not sure what I thought would have happened after Nakul made love to me but the warm fuzzy feelings in my chest as I draw him into a kiss wasn’t it.

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I wake briefly after falling asleep in Nakul’s arms. We spent fifteen minutes showering and giggling like teenagers before passing out but a few hours later, I can’t sleep. Nakul’s arms are still wrapped around me, his breathing slow and even against the back of my neck. For a moment, I just lie there, savoring the quiet, before the faint crackle of the baby monitor catches my attention.

I sit up carefully, not wanting to disturb Nakul, and glance at the monitor on the nightstand. I click on the screen, Stevie’s sprawled across her bed, her blanket halfway to the floor. She’s sound asleep, her little snores setting off the monitor.

Relief washes over me and I set the monitor back down, turning my attention back to Nakul. He stirs slightly as I settle back against his chest, his arm tightening around me instinctively.

“Everything okay?” he murmurs, his voice heavy with sleep.

“Yeah,” I whisper, pressing back against him. “Stevie’s fine.”

He hums softly, pulling me closer. His lips find my temple, pressing a kiss there before trailing down to the corner of my mouth. I turn to meet him, our lips brushing in a soft, lazy kiss that feels like a promise.

“I’m glad you stayed,” I whisper.

“Me too,” he replies, his lips curving into a small smile against mine.

I rest my head on his chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. The foreign feeling growing inside me is impossible to ignore. It’s love—real, terrifying, wonderful love.

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