Page 19 of Degraded Terms

“I’d feel better if there’s something light in your stomach.” I lead her to the table and have her sit in the chair. Ava’s wide eyes watch me as I grab fruit from the fridge and make her a small bowl of mixed grapes, strawberries, and watermelon. I already know the answer, but I set the bowl in front of her and ask, “Any allergies?”

“No,” she replies, picking up a grape and sucking it between her lips and biting down. My cock twitches as I sit across from herand watch intently as she eats. Her eyes stay on the food, but the blush on her cheeks tells she knows my attention is on her.

“Nervous still?”

Ava looks up at me and shrugs shyly. “A little, but…”

I arch an eyebrow. “But?”

Her eyes turn softer as she stares at me. “You’re not what I expected, I guess. I thought I would really regret offering myself like that.”

“And you don’t?”

“Not yet.” Her quiet admittance nearly makes me chuckle and I nod.

“Not yet,” I agree with her.

She slides the empty bowl to me and I stand, tossing it into the sink.

“Come. I have something to show you.”

“Just to confirm one more time. You’re not a virgin, correct?”

Ava blushes and shakes her head. Her eyes stray behind me again, and I try to contain my smirk.

“Good.” I turn and move to the middle of the living room, lifting the giant black box. The sex saddle sits on the floor, a half-circle dome of black padded cushion.

I toss the box to the side and grab the cable to plug in the machine.

Then I snatch the bag of attachable cocks, pulling out a few sizes. Facing Ava, I hold out an average-length but thicker girth in one hand and a longer, even thicker dildo in the other.

“Which size do you think you can handle?”

Her eyes are wide as they shift between the two, her breathing quickening with each rapid rise and fall of her chest. Her lips quiver as she looks down at the saddle again and swallows.

“W-what is that?”

“Answer the question, Ava,” I tell her curtly. She’ll discover what it is soon enough. I step closer so she can examine them, and her fingers tremble as she chooses the more average length.

My mouth pulls up in a small quirk. It’s enough to get her loose for me, but I’ll guarantee she can handle my size.

Nodding, I grab the cleaning spray and wipe off the saddle and cock before attaching it to the top of the dome. I glance at her over my shoulder. “These are brand new, never used by anyone else.”

The night she came crawling to me and begged to be my pet, this was my first purchase. I’ve played with a few women, but I’ve always thrown the toys away after. Anyone I choose to be with has different features that I enjoy watching.

I stand and face her, the object of my current obsession. Admittedly, my attraction to Ava has gone on longer than most. The strength of it scares me, which is why I stayed away from her initially. But my will is only so strong, and I’m only a man when she offers herself up on a platter.

My eyes roam over her body and her shoulders straighten as I study her.

Ava has such a natural beauty that is often overlooked. Her long black hair hangs down her back, a frizzy wavy mess. She’s so pale, the veins from her arms down to her hands are bulging blue and look sickly. Freckles dot across her cheeks, barely visible under the dark circles that hollow above them. Her brown eyes look like melted chocolate when the sun flashes across them and darken to nearly black while inside.

“You bought it for me?” Her question brings me out of my thoughts and back to our game.

A blush on her cheeks tells me she’s reading more into this than she should, but I don’t call her on it. Instead, I walk to my desk across from the toy and settle into the chair behind it.

“Strip,” I command.

Ava’s attention is on the floor as her shaking fingers undo the buttons of her white blouse. She shrugs it off her shoulders, letting it fall to the ground, and my cock throbs when I see the black bra cupping her breasts. The dark color looks heavenly against her pale complexion and when she pushes her jeans off next, I nearly groan at her matching panties.

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