Page 41 of Bad for Me

“Whoring herself on camera, like the fucking slut we always knew she would be.”

Silent tears dripped down my face as the moments ticked by, waiting for my stepfather’s response. Why was Gavin doing this? He wanted me. I could see that he wanted me. Fuck, I wanted him too, and I wanted to tell him he didn’t have to blackmail me for a blowjob — I’d do it for free.

Aiden clenched his fingers along my scalp, then relaxed them. “Did her camera pick up anything that was going on outside?” he asked.

“No,” Gavin affirmed with a shake of his head. “Just the sounds of her fucking herself on a giant dildo shaped like a tentacle.” He held up his phone over my head and replayed the video.

My stepfather groaned my name. “Fuck, Cari, that’s so goddamned hot, and you’re so goddamned off limits.”

Was he not going to put a stop to this absurd situation?

“Just let me go. I didn’t see anything. I don’t know anything. I’ll get out of your hair and?—”

“And what?” Gavin asked. “You’re broke, or you wouldn’t be camming. Where the fuck are you going to go at this hour, during this storm?”

My defiance melted away. He was right. I didn’t have anywhere to go. I’d driven five hours to get to the cabin, and getting back to my dorm tonight would be impossible.

“You’re going to wrap those perfect lips around my cock, and then we’ll talk about how you’re going to keep your mouth shut about what you saw tonight.”

A sob broke out of me. I’d daydreamed of my gorgeous stepbrother for so long, hating how cruel he was to me, imagining his fingers on me, picturing myself between these two dangerous men, how fucking good it could be. The reality was horrible.

“Now, slut.”

Ignoring my stepfather’s fingers in my hair, I brought my trembling hands to Gavin’s waist to undo his belt buckle, wincing when my fingers brushed against the dried blood on his jeans.

“That’s my sweet baby girl,” my stepfather praised, stroking his fingers over my hips. He dragged his fingers up my torso to tweak at my nipples, instead finding the clamps from earlier. “A dirty girl who likes pain,” he murmured, playing with the bells and sending twin sensations of agony and need from my nipples to my throbbing pussy.

I whined, desire and disgust warring within me. I’d wanted both of them for so long, but they’d been suchassholes.

“I’ve dreamed of seeing you like this, naked and on your knees, begging for my touch. No, don’t look,” he said, stopping me from glancing over my shoulder with a sharp slap on my hip. The sting faded to delicious heat. “You don’t want to see what I look like right now.”

My gaze fell to where his fingers curled around my waist, bloody and scraped. It should have terrified me. It should have disgusted me. Nothing about this situation was right, but my traitorous, aching pussy pulsed at the remnants of violence. These two dangerous men wanted me, and their need filled in some of the cracks my mother had left in my soul the last time she’d up and left on a new adventure.

Yeah, I have daddy issues. Big ones.

I freed Gavin’s cock, shocked to find a ring through the tip of it. When he pressed it against my lips, smearing precum over them, I jerked away, looking up at my brother, overcome with nerves rather than fear. “I’ve never?—”

His eyes widened, before his lips curved up in a ruthless smile. “You haven’twhat, slut?”

“I’ve never given a blow job before,” I whispered, my face heating. I might pretend to have experience on my cam show, but I didn’t know what the fuck I was doing. And more than anything in the world, I wanted to impress my stepfather and my stepbrother so they wouldn’t leave me. So they’d keep playing with me, so they’d continue to want me.

Fucked up, Cari.

Gavin moved his hand from my throat to my hair, the gentle touch filling my eyes with hot tears. “Princess,” he murmured. “What a fucking gift. Open those sweet lips, and we’ll tell you what to do.”

I breathed in sharply, and he plunged his cock into my mouth.

“That’s it,” he said as I wrapped my lips around his cock. “Taste me.”

I swirled my tongue around him, and he groaned. “Just like that. So fucking hot. Look at you, on your knees, like the cheap whore you are, letting your brother and your daddy feel you up because you’re so desperate for attention.”

Tears filled my eyes at his words, but I couldn’t deny a single one. His sharp musk overwhelmed my senses and my vision tunneled until all I could focus on was his cock between my lips, sliding back and forth as I tasted him and slobbered all over him, desperate to impress this man who was so cruel to me.

“Suck, baby girl,” my stepfather said, dragging his fingers through my hair and then settling them on my hips. He knelt behind me, and pressed his hard torso against my back, gently nudging me closer to Gavin.

I tried, but Gavin was big and wide. I could barely keep my jaw open enough to keep his piercing from clacking against my teeth, let alone suck.

“That’s my girl,” my stepfather said anyway, stroking his warm hands up and down my back, comforting me as Gavin sped up his fucking, using my hair to hold my face still as he thrust his hips forward and back, choking me with his dick.