"I’m sorry," she said, her voice strained. "I?—"
"It’s okay, my love," he told her. "We’ll get back to me soon enough. But let’s do this first."
"O… Okay." She craned her neck around and met his gaze. "Do it."
Those two words shouldn’t have set his pulse racing, but it did, as he pulled his fingers from her ass and took hold of the lube one more time. He squeezed the bottle hard—covering her with so much it dribbled down onto where Josh remained joined with her.
Then he was positioning himself, lubing his cock until it easily slid through his fist.
Alyssa watched the whole time, her breathing hard and body nearly trembling as he placed his cock at her opening and made small thrusts in and out—barely going in at all. A low sigh left her as she let her head fall in front of her again, her hips moving in time with his, taking him in a little more on her own while Josh’s hips rolled up, filling her pussy.
"Oh, that feels…" A moan left her as Josh pulled out and Jonah made more progress, both of them alternating in and out until a guttural sound left her.
She was taking more each time, but probably not as much as she thought. He hadn’t breached that one place that would let him take her all the way.
"Ahh… Baby, I need to go deeper." She pushed back into him just a little. "Are you ready?"
CHAPTER 11
Was she ready?
There’d been a little discomfort at first, but the more Jonah and Josh moved together, the more pleasurable it had become. But she was well aware there was more to it. She had friends who had done this, and they’d explained to her how their first time had been. But how they’d described the way it made them feel once they’d gottenbroken inhad always intrigued her.
Being intrigued and experiencing, she was finding out, were two completely different things.
Okay, just breathe, Alyssa, breathe. You can do this.
"Yes," she managed, but was unable to keep from tensing when more lube squirted on her. By the time they finished, she bet the bottle would be empty. She grimaced at that. Did they have a supply for next time.
Next time.
Yeah, no matter how hard this was to do, something about it made her tingle. And surely it would get easier. It had to. If not, her friends wouldn’t love doing it so much.
Damned intrigue.
She eyed Jake’s still hard cock waiting patiently. How unselfish did he have to be to give her this kind of time?
It’s another reason why I love him.
Okay, it was time to put her big girl panties on, in the figurative sense, of course, and do this.
"Fuck my ass," she murmured, rewarded when Jonah’s cock jerked and pressed hard into her.
"Do it," she said, looking up at him over her shoulder. "Fuck my ass."
His nostrils flared as something in his expression changed and his hands took hold of her ass cheeks in an almost brutal grip. A shimmer of excitement flowed over her at his near-feral reaction.
"Take a deep breath," he graveled out. "Then let it out slowly as I move."
She nodded, doing as he said, taking a deep breath while watching his hard features, then letting it out as he gradually plowed into her.
It hurt like hell.
But she didn’t cry out, just held his steady gaze as her hands fisted in the sheet on either side of Josh. But she couldn’t help how her eyes watered. And he noticed, slowing and opening his mouth.
He was about to bring a stop to it, but she was having none of it. So, she did the only thing she could. She pushed back on him as hard and fast as she could.
"Uhhh…"