Which has a membership fee, apparently.
At Burger Palace I order a hamburger, fried chicken and waffles, greens, butter beans, sweet tea and cornbread and a bacon biscuit with lemon gravy on the side. While I wait for the food, I text Jessica. I haven’t heard from her since I left.
I couldn’t care less if my darling wife was hanging by her thumbs off an overpass, but Ruby is another story.
Updates?
I need more money.
How is Ruby?
Had to pay the plumber and now we are starving to death. Where’s the money?
I paid him before I left.I also left her a thousand dollars, and it’s only been one night, but I don’t need to tell her that. She knows.
I mean the electrician. I had to pay the electrician for the water heater,she corrects.
Take Ruby to my sister’s if ur gona do this.
Fuck you.
I call Jessica, no answer.
I knew I shouldn’t have left Ruby alone with her, but since the court stuff didn’t go in my favor it’s been hell getting Jess to let her go. She doesn’t give a rat’s ass about the kid, she just likes playing games and seeing how bad she can wind me up until I snap.
When I got back from the Service I imagined I’d find a good woman around town to make my wife. Someone to laugh with and break bread with, a warm and happy woman who wouldn’t mind my strangeness. Somehow I ended up with a devil who hates her own young. I’d do it all over again if I could, but then Ruby would have nobody to care for her at all, and I could never allow that.
I stay away from women now. Just because Jess and I don’t live as man and wife, that doesn’t mean I can’t get fooled again. I’m not saying all women are like Jess, but most times you can’t trust a damned word out of their mouths.
“Mister? Your food’s up.”
I go to collect the bag.
“You are finer than a frog’s hair, mister.”
“Uh— thank you.”
“Bless you,” she says. “You should make a living off that face I tell you what.” She dumps about six packets of ketchup in my bag. “Do you like older women?”
“I’m married.”
“Happily?”
“We have a daughter.”
She sighs. “It was worth a try.”
“Thank you, Ma’am. Have a nice day.”
I hear her talking:
“Thatass,Irene!”
“Mm.Child.”
Good grief.
I head back to the Challenger, eating right out the bag like an animal. I’m starved.