Page 51 of The Knot Before Christmas

He acts like he hates me, and I believe he does, but he also wants to fuck me. I see that look in his eyes, like it’s taking everything in him to hold himself back from giving in to what he wants.

Would he do it? Would he take me if I pushed him hard enough?

We’ve been bickering back and forth for days now. I know I’m playing with fire, this Alpha clearly isn’t safe. Yet, I find myself wanting to see how far I can push him.

Whatever video he was watching, it’s paused on a blank screen, about a half hour into an hour long video. Damn. An hour? Sure, I can go that long during my heats, but Trip couldn’t last more than ten minutes tops. And that was on a good day.

Safe to say, I used a lot of toys during my past heats.

Will this be the first one I don’t need any assistance? Will Ian be able to handle my high sex drive? I wonder if they have any sex toys in that pile of stuff; he’s going to need help somehow, I'm sure of it. Yes, he’s an Alpha, he’s made for this, but most Omega’s need a pack to satisfy them.

Things between me and Will have shifted into... something. Would he be willing to help?

Scrolling down, I read the description of the video he was watching. My brows pull together.

“What the fuck,” I whisper.

The description reads:Omega gets fucked by savage Alphas. Bound and gagged.

“Someone’s into kinky shit,” I murmur and scroll back up. Making sure the volume is down low, I hit play.

Now I know why the screen was blank. As the video picks up, I see that they’re outside in the dark, in what looks to be a forest.

There’s an omega tied and gagged like the description showed. She has tears running down her cheeks, as an Alpha pins her down. He fucks her like an animal. Her muffled screams and moans mix with his grunts and growls.

Then the Alpha speaks. “That's it. Take it. Take my fucking cock you dirty little slut. God, you’re so fucking needy for me. You like it when I use you like the whore Omega you are, don’t you? Your fucking slick is gushing around my cock. You're so fucked up.” He laughs then groans.

There’s a tightness in my stomach that forms, my breathing picking up the more I watch. The sounds, the words, the whole damn video has me wet.

Why the fuck am I wet? This video is fucked up.

And it only gets worse when it shifts to a different scene. The same girl is there, no longer tied up, but now she’s running through the woods.

Shouts and laughs sound around her. She looks panicked, frantic. Then she trips. When she tries to get back up, it’s too late. Someone comes out of the woods. He’s dressed in a mask.

She looks up at him, his naked chest heaving as he moves to loom over her.

“Nowhere to run now, Little Omega.” He chuckles. “You’re mine, you little bitch.”

I’m fully turned on as I watch this Alpha rut into her. She begs him, pleads no, but he does it anyway. She likes it, it’s acting, she has a lot of slick. Those are all the things I tell myself to justify why I’m enjoying this video and what he’s doing to her.

“I can smell your fucking slick from upstairs.” Nick’s voice has me screaming as I slam the laptop shut.

Spinning around, wide eyed and filled with panic, I find him standing at the end of the stairs.

“Nick,” I squeak.

He narrows his eyes. “What the fuck are you doing down here?” he snarls.

“Nothing,” I say a little too quickly.

“Nothing?” he asks, letting out a low, dangerous chuckle. “Didn’t sound like nothing. Sounded like you were watching porn.” He takes a few steps closer. My heart pounds in my chest, blood pumping like crazy. I break out into a sweat.

Fuck. Fucking hell what is he going to do? He wouldn’t hit a girl would he?

“Is fucking my brothers not enough for your greedy little Omega pussy?” he asks, laughing cruelly. “You need porn too? Were you fucking your dripping cunt with your fingers as you watched?”

“No,” I spit back. “All I did was open the laptop. The videos were already there.” My hands tighten around the arms of the chair.

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