Page 80 of All Our Secrets

“I know what I look like,” I assured her. “But I still want you to see me.”

Her head tilted as her breath quickened. “Silas… you can’t possibly think you’re ugly because of your scars.” She pushed my hand away from her tortured nipple, eyes already half-lidded with lust. How could I turn off the light when I could see her like this?

“Too ugly for you to be in my arms like this, but I’m going to trap you here anyway.”

She inhaled, closing her eyes quickly. “Turn it off, Silas.Please.”

Then I saw the truth in her reaction. It wasn’t my looks. It was because of who I was. In her eyes, I was her husband’s best friend. To me, she was mine before she was ever his.

A part of me wanted to refuse her. I needed her to see who she’d come to, but her sweet voice was a mere whisper. I gave in to that soft plea and turned off the lamp. Although I hated that I couldn’t see her, I loved that I held her. And no matter how dark it was, Peyton would know whose arms she was in.

One small victory at a time.

Wrapping my arm around her, I flipped us until she was beneath me.

“Open.” I nudged one of her legs until she spread them for me. “I won’t let you hide in the dark forever.” My fingers trailed down her shirt before dipping between her thighs. Her pussy was smooth and drenched. She’d had a small patch of hair the night before that wasn’t there now. “You do this for me? Am I the reason this pussy is shaved?” My voice was guttural as I asked.

Her breath hitched. “As if.”

“I better be.” I rubbed her clit with my thumb, then lifted her shirt and dropped a kiss on her stomach. “But let me tell you something, baby. I’m going to devour you, regardless. The days you don’t shave, this pussy still belongs to me.”

“Uh…” She moaned. Goose bumps rose on her skin, especially when I placed my lips at her hips, going lower. Her ass rose off the bed, and I smiled against her inner thigh, then gave her what she wanted. “Jesus.” The word was a husky-whimper.

A noise rumbled low in my throat as I licked her pussy. I inhaled deeply, wanting to drown in her arousal. She was clean from her bath earlier. I wanted nothing more than to dirty her up. Leave my marks all over and inside her, so that she’d know who she belonged with.

She wound her hands through my hair, fisting handfuls. I delved my tongue inside her pussy, and she bucked in my face. It was fucking intoxicating. I wished she’d let me watch her unravel. Knowing it wouldn’t be that night, I buried my face between her thighs, pulling soft pleas and moans from her. Pressure built at the tip of my cock, my need for her threatening to spill out before I got inside her again. I nearly did when her stomach muscles tightened. Her body locked up as my tongue flicked her clit over and over. Knowing she was right there at the edge, I kept the same languid pace until she trembled and her thighs locked around my neck.

“I’m coming,” she cried out like I needed to be told. My fingers never went inside her, but I still felt the pounding of her clit against my tongue until she pushed at my head to stop.

My dick throbbed painfully. The need to be inside her had my body shaking with urgency.

I kissed her sensitive flesh once before leaning over her. “That’s my good girl.” Pushing her legs up, I placed them over my shoulders and leaned over her. The position folded her little body up, but it also pinned her beneath me. She bent for me so beautifully. “Ready to come again?”

“Oh Jesus.” Peyton’s voice came out in pants.

My arms shook as I positioned my cock so that it nudged her opening. When her body gave, greedily taking in the head of my dick, fireworks burst across my skin.

Fucking bliss.

This.This was all I’d been born to do. Love and worship her.

I paused halfway inside her, knowing this position allowed me to go deeper. “Are you uncomfortable like this?”

“I’m good.”

“You’ll tell me if this position hurt you?”

“I will,” she promised.

With a shudder, I thrust inside. White searing pleasure zinged down my spine as her soft and fiery body tightened around me.

“Shit,” she moaned.

“See how good you take me, baby?” I groaned. “Fuck, you’reperfect.”

God, this was a dream come true. I never thought I’d have my Peyton like this. And now that I finally had her, I wanted to fuck myself into her until all she saw was our forever. I wanted to burrow so deep inside her that she knew I’d never leave her again.

I ran my hands up and down her legs, squeezing and caressing as I waited for her body to adjust. It was ecstasy in itself, and goose bumps rose on my skin. Her pussy kept fluttering around my cock. Too many more of those, and I’d blow my load already.