He casually circled my clit, taking his time with me, but my body was pent up and restless. I didn’t even understand my own body. I’d never felt so muchneedlike I might die if he didn’t touch me more.
“Benjamin,” I panted.
He started leaning his body to the side. At first, I wasn’t sure what he was doing until he was shuffling us around so that he was on his back on the couch and I was on top of him. I made a move to slide down so that our bodies aligned but he gripped my hips to stop me. “No, up.” Up?
Nerves tangled with lust. He wanted me to sit on his face? I’d never done that, and the idea seemed embarrassing. All I could think about was the fact that I hadn’t showered yet after work. “I haven’t—”
He didn’t give me time to protest. He yanked me forward, urging me upward until I placed my knees at each of his ears and waited nervously. He grabbed my ass and pushed me onto his face. I gasped, covering my mouth with my hand as he slid his tongue over me. I was frozen as he used his tongue in such a way that killed me inside because he was so sure and precise that it forced me to relax.
One of his hands left my ass and joined his tongue at my opening. His tongue worked my clit while a finger pressed inside of me. I gripped the top of the couch and moaned. “Just let go, Emily. Use my face and come.”
“O-okay,” I breathed as I grabbed a handful of his hair and did as he said. I worked myself into his finger and tongue, gripping the couch and his hair to do so.
What was once embarrassing, became empowering. His entire face was underneath me and what should have felt dirty, suddenly became the most erotic, most sensual, and most loving moment I’d experienced.
His hand that had been gripping my ass this entire time, found its way to one of my breasts and squeezed tight before taking my nipple and pinching it, then it was gone again, and I briefly felt it go down to his briefs to do something.
His finger changed direction. “There,” I told him.
Now he kept hitting me in the perfect spot over and over, and his mouth covered my clit and sucked. And I started coming on his face. It lit up my entire body, I had no choice but to be loud. Only he didn’t let me finish, he yanked me down mid-orgasm and just when I was about to protest, he had our bodies already aligned, our faces close as he pressed into me all at once.
My orgasm came back stronger than before. That wasn’t all, Benjamin stretched me until I didn’t think I could get any fuller and his release chased mine. His groan and my moan collided as I pulsed and greedily excepted his release inside my body.
When it was over, I started kissing his face all over. We didn’t even technically have sex yet; he had only pressed inside but we had both gotten a release and it wasn’t enough. My body was humming for more when it should have been sated after that mind-blowing experience with him. I continued to kiss him, hoping he sensed my urgency and understood that I wasn’t done.
Still inside of me, he raised us both up and gave me time to adjust my legs around his waist before he stood up and carried us to his bedroom. I was still kissing his face and running my hands down his chest. “I had to get that out of the way so that I could do you the way you deserve,” he whispered sexily into my ear before he placed me down onto his bed and looked at me with glazed-over eyes. The sexiest eyes I’d ever seen.
“If you aren’t aware by now, you’re my always.” He spoke softly, surely,beautifully.He tapped on his chest. “You’re this Benjamin’s Emily like Gorilla Ben has his Rosie.”
He was going to make me cry. He realized something that I’d never paid much attention to. How much Benjamin and Emily go together. He’d been rooting for us all this time.
“That sounds…so good.” I almost choked up.
“You should write about them.”
“I already have.”
He smiled. “I know.”
If I had anything left to give to him, it was stolen then. He leaned down and kissed me as he began to move inside me again. My body was adjusted and slick and so willing to take from him. I dragged my fingers down his back as he made love to me. He gave attention to every part of my body, and he made sure to let me come undone before he allowed himself to.
I laid my head on his chest that night and slept with the rest of him I had desperately needed.
Benjamin had always been mine, but now he was completely.
Just as I was his.
Instead of getting drunk that night, we got drunk off one another instead.
Chapter 29
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Benjamin
Emily climbing outof my bed stirred me awake. I brought my head up from the pillow and blinked my eyes trying to see the place on my bed she’d just left. Images of what happened earlier this morning replayed in my head, and I dropped my head and smiled.
It had been beyond anything I’d envisioned a thousand times in my head. It had been so much more. Emily had been everything and then more… And she wanted me too. I didn’t know how or when it happened, but it was something I would find out in time. I’d only wished I’d known sooner. All this love I had to give her could have been received sooner.