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“Deeper.”

But Haven’s shivering, and there’s pain in her eyes, but I can’t stop either, because fuck, she’s so tight around me I can barely move and yet all I want to do is start thrusting.

So I do.

I can’t fucking help it.

First she gasps, and then she mewls. And then she’s panting right alongside me as I lay my body on hers, on Bastian, as I grab her hair and force her neck taut so I can rain kisses on her throat as I thrust in and out of her pussy.

I smell the blood. I smell our sweat. I smell arousal and fear and something fiendish, like madness.

Or hell.

And then Bastian’s hands slide over my ass, and he’s forcing me to go harder. To fuck her mercilessly, even though I know it hurts, even though she’s begging me to slow down, yelling in pain.

Because, fuck, maybe now she’ll know what it felt like all these years.

How much I’ve bled for her.

How much I’ve hurt.

And when her cries become too much, and I want to stop, Bastian grabs my hair and drags my head down for a kiss that just spurs me on even more.

I bite him when I come. When I think I come.

I don’t even know what my body’s doing anymore. It feels like an orgasm, because I’ve given myself an unhealthy amount over the past few years.

But I don’t come. There’s nothing left in Haven but blood and her own creamy lube when I stop, buried inside her.

And she’s crying, so I kiss her, and she licks Bastian’s blood off my mouth like she’s trying to replace every drop I tore out of her.

Chapter 76

Haven

Kai’s tongue darts into my mouth, tangling with mine. Blood and spit merge, but I swallow it all down, and it tastes like this entire fuckery condensed into a salty, coppery juice.

And then Bastian’s fingers are stroking my pussy, making me moan into Kai’s mouth.

It hurts down there. Aching, burning, stinging. But every stroke coaxes that pain into pleasure. Bastian slips his fingers inside me, two at once, and I gasp, breaking away from Kai’s kiss.

Bastian pushes those bloody fingers into his mouth as I turn to watch, and then he grabs Kai’s head and pulls him down for another kiss.

I can’t bear to watch something that hot without being a part of it, so I grab Kai and pull him to me, licking up every trace I can find on his lips, mouth, chin.

Bastian bucks his hips, sending me and Kai toppling to the side. And I can’t believe that I giggle, or that Kai laughs, but then Kai strokes his knuckle down my face and murmurs, “I love you,” and my heart is shattering with joy.

“I love you too.” I roll on top of him, kissing him wildly, desperately. Laughing as we get tangled in my chain.

“Perfect,” Bastian says behind me.

That should have been my warning. But I’m too focused on Kai, on drinking him down as our tongues wage war and our bodies meld together.

Until Bastian seizes my hips and wrenches them up, away from Kai.

When I gasp, he pushes my head down again, and Kai comes up to meet me, dragging me down for a kiss.

Leaving me vulnerable.

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